Work started at 7am in school but it wasn't dreadful.
Now you know why.
Even though I rush my way through the day, it was still enjoyable.
I hope I didn't shout at the kids too much without realising it.
(: Anyways, they made me look forward to what seemed to be colourless CNY.
I still have the heartfelt sorrow somewhere, deep inside that I have not gotten over yet.
I really do need more colours Lord.
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Was talking to momo just now and was told of my weakness.
I am a stubborn girl, too strong headed.
I do acknowledge it, and I really pray that I will be out of it.
Change my heart oh Lord.
Everytime when I was told by her that she doesn't want to live too long,
I do feel like telling her:
you know, mummy and you are my family. Like how everybody else have daddy and mummy, I have momo and mummy. How can you not consider that? I really need you to be around so don't give up on me please. I never had a 'happy' family and never have a full one. So don't give up on me. You wouldn't know how much different you will make in my life if you ever do give up on me.