'after jes had her guy.. i felt we were further drifted apart.. she became very close with her another fren and do everything together.. shooping.. look for job.. play.. swim.. pool.. everything... i was actually quite angry about it.. she said we were sister.. ya.. and i used to feel .. we were.. not we are now i guess.. she got her good girl fren and her guy with her now so wouldn't be bother to share with us her stuff and go out with us.. shud be happily contented with her lifestyle and maybe slowly erase v.j.s out of her memories.. anyway.. i still wish her well.. i tot i shud be a betta one instead of getting angry over her and felt irritated..'Alright, my mood just switched after i happen to read up jes friend blog, happen to be their v.j.s, just feeling so guilty, as if i am the one who causes their problems, their drifting apart, not being to get out with each other, and stuff, but seriously i think it's kind of unfair for them to say that, particularly von, its like she didnt even find out what's happening, and why, i mean we're Christians, fellow brothers and sister, who are we to judge, who are we to comment on people being close to another person, or is that what i call jealousy, i'm not trying to be nasty here, i mean its not as if we're holding on to jes and not letting her to contact with you people, i'm not stopping her, neither i think is agnes too, she has her own freedom and i think as good friends or rather sisters', i believe this should be respected. I'm really bothered about this topic for quite a long time you see, i believe its time jes should explain to them whats happening, i'm just so aggitated when i see people blaming things, commenting without knowing what happen, and especially that person is a CHRISTIAN just makes me wonder and wonder. No offend to those things i blog but i believe everything should be pour out if things are to resume to normal.

yEa.. u know wad.. actually i'm quite guilty about jes's stuff and understand her stand better after she talk to me about it... but when i saw this post.. i felt rather aggitated.. sorry to say that.. but i'm quite pissed off with u (jes's boyfren..) this doesn't bother u at all.. so BACK OFF.. yea.. u said " i believe everything shud be pour out if things are to resume to normal".. oh~ alright.. if u felt that way thats great.. but u know wad.. stop copying people's post and mentioning names.. its not about repuatation and stuff but i doesn't see the point.. me and ur dearest girl are good now.. don say it as if i'm totally to be blame on.. in the first place.. we didn't know a single thing about it.. u said we are not to judge.. and now.. aren't u the one judging too.. and did i say u are holding her back.. and who are u to coment on our sisteship.. u wanna be part of sisters too.. u and her.. i got nothing to say.. cause 'its non of our business' .. wish u both well.. anyway.. next time.. if girls problem occure.. pls back off.. unless u wanna be one too.. or else.. don even bother about it..
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