i know i've been negative about life.
especially this phase of it.
i really hated poly.
see no fun in it.
i was told it's because my result.
it's time to put all this behind.
yvonne oh yvonne.
get it over and done with.
sher told me that i am emo about my life.
yes i am.
it suck more when people around u are so much better off.
but it's time for a change.
i dun even know how long am i allowed to be on earth.
so i better be good and be happy here.
okay!
i've stressed too much but achieve too little.
and now i'm going to go for cell.
then meet my dearest joanna Teh QM
to study AGAIN.
how interesting.
well atleast she'll be there to entertain me.
i shall go get nice brownie and ice-cream for cell.
i love to eat!
this post is kinda random.
but i just can't help but to blog.
love u all my fellow earthy.
(:
Thursday, January 24, 2008 | Thursday, January 24, 2008
(:(:(:(:(:(: thanks bum!
bum and i
:):):):):):)
we've enjoyed ourselves so much,
i know so much more will come.
i love u bum(:
great 6 month.
didn't really go out today cause it's exam!
it better pay off well.
but bum promise to take me out after exam.
okay!
like what leonard is asking.
what's going on in my life.
IT'S EXAM PERIOD!!
i was studying really hard last week.
I hope i can do well.
i'm done with Math 3 and Mech 2
I HOPE I DID WELL.
like what usually happen when during my pre-math exam.
i'll get super tensed and my mood sometimes will changes to bad.
poor bum have suffered with me.
I'm expecting alot from my mech and math.
please dun disappoint me.
now i'm left with my two nightmare paper.
aircraft powerplants
and aircraft instrumental system.
oh my.
i can already feel the stress on my poor brain.
tomorrow is the supposed 'farewell' for us.
as in me, lizhi and cherie.
but more for cherie.
she's leaving for 6years.
long time.
i'll probably have kids when she's back.
hahahah. okay, i'm not that old.
or rather, i won't be that old.
i'm still considering if i shud go.
my most important paper next week.
oh dear.
signs of stress:
1) EATING TOO MUCH, even when u are not hungry.
2) GONE NUTS.
imagine bum entertaining my random question and crazy drama out of the blue.
thank God for my cheque,
if not i won't be able to afford my appetite
okay!
got to go study yvonne.
bye all.
love u all
and love bum too(:...
:):):):):):)
we've enjoyed ourselves so much,
i know so much more will come.
i love u bum(:
great 6 month.
didn't really go out today cause it's exam!
it better pay off well.
but bum promise to take me out after exam.
okay!
like what leonard is asking.
what's going on in my life.
IT'S EXAM PERIOD!!
i was studying really hard last week.
I hope i can do well.
i'm done with Math 3 and Mech 2
I HOPE I DID WELL.
like what usually happen when during my pre-math exam.
i'll get super tensed and my mood sometimes will changes to bad.
poor bum have suffered with me.
I'm expecting alot from my mech and math.
please dun disappoint me.
now i'm left with my two nightmare paper.
aircraft powerplants
and aircraft instrumental system.
oh my.
i can already feel the stress on my poor brain.
tomorrow is the supposed 'farewell' for us.
as in me, lizhi and cherie.
but more for cherie.
she's leaving for 6years.
long time.
i'll probably have kids when she's back.
hahahah. okay, i'm not that old.
or rather, i won't be that old.
i'm still considering if i shud go.
my most important paper next week.
oh dear.
signs of stress:
1) EATING TOO MUCH, even when u are not hungry.
2) GONE NUTS.
imagine bum entertaining my random question and crazy drama out of the blue.
thank God for my cheque,
if not i won't be able to afford my appetite
okay!
got to go study yvonne.
bye all.
love u all
and love bum too(:
Friday, January 18, 2008 | Friday, January 18, 2008
NO MORE unhealthy routine.
i'm sorry bum,
i'm sorry God.
wednesday
had a bad morning.
i failed my AMP test.
how can it be mann,
i did studied,
although most of what i studied didn't come out,
but i expect a pass.
:( i really hate it!
it's so unfair.
i'm really hoping for a B- or atleast a C+
please~
i feel so :x
that morning,
the four of us at damn alot.
i ate damn alot too.
imagine having to go thru 4 more times of this.
oh dear!
i better get to my math now again.
i'm feel the stress on my poor brain and body.
God help me....
i'm sorry God.
wednesday
had a bad morning.
i failed my AMP test.
how can it be mann,
i did studied,
although most of what i studied didn't come out,
but i expect a pass.
:( i really hate it!
it's so unfair.
i'm really hoping for a B- or atleast a C+
please~
i feel so :x
that morning,
the four of us at damn alot.
i ate damn alot too.
imagine having to go thru 4 more times of this.
oh dear!
i better get to my math now again.
i'm feel the stress on my poor brain and body.
God help me.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008 | Tuesday, January 15, 2008
and you make me wonder
mugging mugging AND mugging.
AEIS test today ended up more like a discussion.
hahah.
oh ya!
did i mention that pro.e test is over.
IT'S REALLY OVER!!!
thank goodness!
no more pro.e for the rest of my life
(:(:(:
one down.
many more to go.
lets see.
thursday-AMP
next tuesday-MATH
next thursday-MECHANICS
nextnext tuesday-APP1
nextnext thursday-AEIS
then holidays!
then newyear!
then to weifang!!!
i can't wait for the fun that lies ahead.
i hope.
headed to city to meet bum.
subway for lunch,
study,
random conversation that i enjoy,
laughed,
wrapped up and head towards vivo.
and it was an nice outing.
bum was nice to come along.
i hope he can feel comfortable with my crazy cousins.
haha. i hope u did bum.
shopped the whole vivo
and guess what?!
i couldn't find anything that i really fancy.
except for that blouse that i thought was alil expensive.
but i'll probably get it the next time i see it.
singapore is boring,
nothing nice in the mall interest me.
other than that blouse,
i went to check out coach wallet.
and i saw one that i really love,
price is lovely too.
:(
but it's okay,
other time maybe.
dinner with my cousins can never be more fun compared to anything,
those disgusting thingswe did.
i promise myself.
no mushroom anymore!
i love them and him.
i had fun:)
love u all(:
nightynight.
off for grey's anatomy....
AEIS test today ended up more like a discussion.
hahah.
oh ya!
did i mention that pro.e test is over.
IT'S REALLY OVER!!!
thank goodness!
no more pro.e for the rest of my life
(:(:(:
one down.
many more to go.
lets see.
thursday-AMP
next tuesday-MATH
next thursday-MECHANICS
nextnext tuesday-APP1
nextnext thursday-AEIS
then holidays!
then newyear!
then to weifang!!!
i can't wait for the fun that lies ahead.
i hope.
headed to city to meet bum.
subway for lunch,
study,
random conversation that i enjoy,
laughed,
wrapped up and head towards vivo.
and it was an nice outing.
bum was nice to come along.
i hope he can feel comfortable with my crazy cousins.
haha. i hope u did bum.
shopped the whole vivo
and guess what?!
i couldn't find anything that i really fancy.
except for that blouse that i thought was alil expensive.
but i'll probably get it the next time i see it.
singapore is boring,
nothing nice in the mall interest me.
other than that blouse,
i went to check out coach wallet.
and i saw one that i really love,
price is lovely too.
:(
but it's okay,
other time maybe.
dinner with my cousins can never be more fun compared to anything,
those disgusting things
i promise myself.
no mushroom anymore!
i love them and him.
i had fun:)
love u all(:
nightynight.
off for grey's anatomy.
Friday, January 11, 2008 | Friday, January 11, 2008
I HATE TO STUDY!
i miss kicking balls!
this week has been tough.
forcing myself to study.
like forcing.
oh dear.
It's almost half a year that we are together
i still remember,
we agree to date each other for a year
before we step into anything serious.
and we did.
and i'm proud to say that we did it.
it's not easy,
it's really not.
now that we are together for sometime,
i want to say this.
i'm really happy.
it's different, really different.
and i realise that i've kind of changed too.
things that i use to demand,
little issues that i used to argued about,
childish attitude towards many things,
i'm slowly growing out of it.
that is what made me enjoy company.
many of my frens tell me about their quarrel,
many says that quarrel and fights are what made couple stronger.
but think about it,
if the two of you quarrel almost every other day,
aren't it worse than frens.
is that what u would want for the rest of your time together.
there are many things that bum and i can't agree
with each other about.
sometimes we get upset with each other.
sometimes i wished i could just dun talk to him.
but what really make a couple is to talk things out properly
and not let any upsetting stuff hang there.
many think that by pleasing each other and forget about it will work,
but i dun believe so.
not that i'm trying to imply anything,
just that i'm glad that i realise so many things.
esp in this relationship.
i want bum to be proud of me.
as a girlfren and a christian partner.
i hope that i'll make that different.
manytimes when both of us got upset,
i always ask myself,
will i make a difference as a christian girlfren?
or there won't be any difference.
i hope u see me trying bum.
all in all,
to bum:
i want to thank u for making this relationship really special.
because u are special to me.
i love u!
CCA drive for GB today aren't that bad.
cotton candy machine is really fun.
i tried to make a super big one!
i shall not study tonight.
love u all!
oh ya~
i'm happy for tohlin.
she had a special christmas(:...
i know this is random. ...
i miss kicking balls!
this week has been tough.
forcing myself to study.
like forcing.
oh dear.
It's almost half a year that we are together
i still remember,
we agree to date each other for a year
before we step into anything serious.
and we did.
and i'm proud to say that we did it.
it's not easy,
it's really not.
now that we are together for sometime,
i want to say this.
i'm really happy.
it's different, really different.
and i realise that i've kind of changed too.
things that i use to demand,
little issues that i used to argued about,
childish attitude towards many things,
i'm slowly growing out of it.
that is what made me enjoy company.
many of my frens tell me about their quarrel,
many says that quarrel and fights are what made couple stronger.
but think about it,
if the two of you quarrel almost every other day,
aren't it worse than frens.
is that what u would want for the rest of your time together.
there are many things that bum and i can't agree
with each other about.
sometimes we get upset with each other.
sometimes i wished i could just dun talk to him.
but what really make a couple is to talk things out properly
and not let any upsetting stuff hang there.
many think that by pleasing each other and forget about it will work,
but i dun believe so.
not that i'm trying to imply anything,
just that i'm glad that i realise so many things.
esp in this relationship.
i want bum to be proud of me.
as a girlfren and a christian partner.
i hope that i'll make that different.
manytimes when both of us got upset,
i always ask myself,
will i make a difference as a christian girlfren?
or there won't be any difference.
i hope u see me trying bum.
all in all,
to bum:
i want to thank u for making this relationship really special.
because u are special to me.
i love u!
CCA drive for GB today aren't that bad.
cotton candy machine is really fun.
i tried to make a super big one!
i shall not study tonight.
love u all!
oh ya~
i'm happy for tohlin.
she had a special christmas(:
Sunday, January 06, 2008 | Sunday, January 06, 2008
somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue
i know this is random.i was bored!
really bored.
i can't study, can't go shopping
can't sleep.
but it's good to be bored though.
cause i dun really get that,
once a year probably.
| Sunday, January 06, 2008
Oh!
while i was having service.
i receive a msg
"yvonne, we're on today's newpaper"
first thought:
'damn..."
then
"i need to see it!"
saw jo inside too.
today seemed to be yet another day spent alone.
cause i need to study.
but i bet, i'll be able to find something more interesting to do.
boring*
bum abandone me alone:(
tsktsk!
okayokay.
i shall go nap then wake up and maybe study.
love u all!...
i receive a msg
"yvonne, we're on today's newpaper"
first thought:
'damn..."
then
"i need to see it!"
saw jo inside too.
today seemed to be yet another day spent alone.
cause i need to study.
but i bet, i'll be able to find something more interesting to do.
boring*
bum abandone me alone:(
tsktsk!
okayokay.
i shall go nap then wake up and maybe study.
love u all!
Friday, January 04, 2008 | Friday, January 04, 2008
how has it been going?
first week of the new year.
yes,
i've been good,
i kept up to my new year's resolution.
but i'm just tired.
had a really bad night two nights ago.
that i almost got kill?
i was wrong on my part i guess.
disappointed with myself.
shouldn't have said those hurting words.
if u are reading these,
i'm apologising on my blog to u
'i'm sorry for saying those nasty things'
i fail as a sister i guess.
dun worry,
it won't be long for me to get out of this house.
i'm sure it'll please u very much.
family
=x
I'M okay!
went for a haircut.
and i really regretted saying "okay"
when the lady ask me
"i cut ur fringe shorter?"
oh my .. .. ..
this is SSSM. my best mate.
this is weiting, my lovely cousin.
she hates this picture.
i know i'm suffering from the after-haricut-syndrom
i need to shout at this
" look at that fringe, i love my previous one!"
then i need to take deep breath and say
"it's alright.
i'll survive!"
wednesday was a crazy day.
spent 7 hours in a lab doing pro.e
what was worse was my file disappeared when i was going to print it out.
can u imagine?! i know not possible,
but it's okay.
i think pro.e got something against me.
poor bum too.
he did like 10 times.
i hate school's LAB!
thereafter,
les and ian was nice.
went to mr prata.
had like flour, sugar, curry and milk.
tsktsk! 3 person spending more than usual.
we almost exploded.
seriously!
______________________
studied the whole day.
headed to the cathay after school to mug.
powerplants is killing us!
i'll let the picture tell u later on.
having only 2 topics and a tutorial done,
both was at the verge of self-destruction.
hahaha, no lar. almost went crazy.
so we went walk walking.
then got to go for my company gathering thing.
ate quite abit at sakura.
i dun like buffet:(
my female working mates
p.s: i've got the most irritating girl on my left.
hahah! poor yvonne
got a upset for no reason like twice with bum today.
poorboy.
i'm sorry okay.
u know i still love u :)
think what's at home is affecting me.
very much.
sometimes i hate to be around people that are happy.
i would rather want to spent time alone.
not that i want to, it's just a feeling i can't control.
oh my God.
i dun want to be like those freaky emo kid.
com'on yvonne!
thank God i'm a christian,
if not i've probably gone suicidal.
thank GOD!
okay!
parade is tomorrow.
the start of yet another occupied weekends.
i need to say this!
" i can't study well!"
then i need to sigh!
now i'm alright.
i love u all(:
u made me happy,
when skies are grey....
yes,
i've been good,
i kept up to my new year's resolution.
but i'm just tired.
had a really bad night two nights ago.
that i almost got kill?
i was wrong on my part i guess.
disappointed with myself.
shouldn't have said those hurting words.
if u are reading these,
i'm apologising on my blog to u
'i'm sorry for saying those nasty things'
i fail as a sister i guess.
dun worry,
it won't be long for me to get out of this house.
i'm sure it'll please u very much.
family
=x
I'M okay!
went for a haircut.
and i really regretted saying "okay"
when the lady ask me
"i cut ur fringe shorter?"
oh my .. .. ..
this is SSSM. my best mate.
this is weiting, my lovely cousin.
she hates this picture.
i know i'm suffering from the after-haricut-syndrom
i need to shout at this
" look at that fringe, i love my previous one!"
then i need to take deep breath and say
"it's alright.
i'll survive!"
wednesday was a crazy day.
spent 7 hours in a lab doing pro.e
what was worse was my file disappeared when i was going to print it out.
can u imagine?! i know not possible,
but it's okay.
i think pro.e got something against me.
poor bum too.
he did like 10 times.
i hate school's LAB!
thereafter,
les and ian was nice.
went to mr prata.
had like flour, sugar, curry and milk.
tsktsk! 3 person spending more than usual.
we almost exploded.
seriously!
______________________
studied the whole day.
headed to the cathay after school to mug.
powerplants is killing us!
i'll let the picture tell u later on.
having only 2 topics and a tutorial done,
both was at the verge of self-destruction.
hahaha, no lar. almost went crazy.
so we went walk walking.
then got to go for my company gathering thing.
ate quite abit at sakura.
i dun like buffet:(
my female working mates
p.s: i've got the most irritating girl on my left.
hahah! poor yvonne
got a upset for no reason like twice with bum today.
poorboy.
i'm sorry okay.
u know i still love u :)
think what's at home is affecting me.
very much.
sometimes i hate to be around people that are happy.
i would rather want to spent time alone.
not that i want to, it's just a feeling i can't control.
oh my God.
i dun want to be like those freaky emo kid.
com'on yvonne!
thank God i'm a christian,
if not i've probably gone suicidal.
thank GOD!
okay!
parade is tomorrow.
the start of yet another occupied weekends.
i need to say this!
" i can't study well!"
then i need to sigh!
now i'm alright.
i love u all(:
u made me happy,
when skies are grey.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008 | Tuesday, January 01, 2008
HELLO '08 (:
i'm excited to today!
for not really any apparent reasons.
just glad that it's a new year,
which means a new yvonne(: !!!
new year resolution:
I MUST WORK TOWARDS IT.
step number 1
study hard.
no more hating lecturers,
no more skipping lectures,
no more sleeping in class,
no more extended self declared breaks,
no more lazy to copy notes,
no more staring into blanks,
no more last mintue work.
STUDY HARD YVONNE! study hard!
i hope this will work.
Engineering Math III -22 Jan 2008 (9:00am - 11:10am)
MECH2 -24 Jan 2008 (2:00pm - 4:10pm)
Aircraft Powerplants I -28 Jan 2008 (2:00pm - 4:10pm)
Aircraft Electronics & instruments -31 Jan 2008 (2:00pm - 4:10pm)
this break that i have made me more tired.
but atleast enjoyable.
AVP is quite a bad show,
imagine watching it at 0145 on new year doesn't make it any better.
some of us fell asleep.
alrighty all.
i shall go revise awhile before my mind starts to doze off to sleep again.
yawn*
must school reopens tomorrow....
...
for not really any apparent reasons.
just glad that it's a new year,
which means a new yvonne(: !!!
new year resolution:
I MUST WORK TOWARDS IT.
step number 1
study hard.
no more hating lecturers,
no more skipping lectures,
no more sleeping in class,
no more extended self declared breaks,
no more lazy to copy notes,
no more staring into blanks,
no more last mintue work.
STUDY HARD YVONNE! study hard!
i hope this will work.
Engineering Math III -22 Jan 2008 (9:00am - 11:10am)
MECH2 -24 Jan 2008 (2:00pm - 4:10pm)
Aircraft Powerplants I -28 Jan 2008 (2:00pm - 4:10pm)
Aircraft Electronics & instruments -31 Jan 2008 (2:00pm - 4:10pm)
this break that i have made me more tired.
but atleast enjoyable.
AVP is quite a bad show,
imagine watching it at 0145 on new year doesn't make it any better.
some of us fell asleep.
alrighty all.
i shall go revise awhile before my mind starts to doze off to sleep again.
yawn*
must school reopens tomorrow.
| Tuesday, January 01, 2008
HELLO '08 (: