In the name of love (: :)

directionless

i hate to feel that i am unsure or my future.

i know i ought to just sit back and wait how God will reveal

all of this.

on a contrary,

i'm always thinking about where i should study,

what i should study,

study or work first.

i went to the check out the university sites on zoology and animal sciences.

most of it require GCE A level or relevant diploma.

Engineering is a mistake.

i really wonder why i didn't go to JC instead.

i really hope it is all part of God's plan,

not mine.

it's only half a year more to graduation.

should i try to air-stewarding?

should i try to study by myself and get myself a A-level cert?

should i just go work in the avaition sector, so boring :(

Or work in a place where i love like a childcare center or zoo?

or a vet assistant?

it's like,

i love to study,

and don't mind working.

but dunno what to work or study as.

conclusion.

i should be still and wait for it to be revealled.

i shot shannon. :\

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| Saturday, August 30, 2008

expedition camp'08

we really did walk till the sun goes down.
14km is indeed crazy.
but fun(:

i can't believe i'm gonna ran that distance.

and yes jonathan,
i really hope to complete it.
hopefully within 1 and half.

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Friday, August 29, 2008 | Friday, August 29, 2008

Can You smell that?

FREEDOM!!!!

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i cannot be any happier than this!

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Seriously,

i DON'T care how i fare this time.

can't be borthered with As anymore.

i just want to graduate QUICKLY!

Went to play Futsul at eastcoast right after the last paper.

Azly drove his 7sitter and brought us all to eastcoast.

weiyao and tohlin wanted to cycle there,

but it was pouring like mad.

3 on 3 really tire us out really quickly.

will post the pictures soon.

went to bum's place afterwards,

then was badminton with shankar and shona

and bum dad brought us out for dinner at werner's oven.

great German food.

would wanna bring maine and all there one sunday(:

after dinner was cluedo the night away.

so carefree.

ohyar,

i finally learn to solve the rubic's cube,

although only know how to solve two layers,

but thanks bum for being patient with me!

hahah.

Next exciting event shall the NIKE human race.

i'm very sure that i'll won't be able to ran the whole 10k.

i'm so not ready for it.

haven been training for 2weeks due to exam.

didn't ran at all.

oh dear.

gonna go get ready for the experdition camp.

road march from sengkang to semb park.

it'll be fun.

enjoy ur holidays friends(:

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008 | Tuesday, August 19, 2008

the greatness from above

icy cold refreshing drink(:
Snapple... Mango Maddness.
bum's favourite.
make it yours too.

(this commercial could be better if bum didn't

cover the snapple wrapping.)

:P

anyways
had two soccer event on the weekends.
Friendlies against TJC on saturday morning,
5-0(:
the team did good.
what a shame to want to get a time out on the 25th minutes.
my stanima is really terrible. ):
will post the pictures when i get it from HAWA.

then pesta sukan '08 on sunday.
only Me, Jasmine, choy, delia,
alex, fion, LY, ML, Sheila turn up for it.
hence we only got two sub.
so darn tiring.
and yes, i got scolded quite badly again for not running fast.
dunno what's up with me lately.
so disappointing.
well, i shall work hard for polite.
counting down: 7 weeks.

Team falcon got our wall painted.

half done, hopefully it'll look great by the end of next sunday.

thanks to our mighty ms arty-farty, lirong(:

oh,

i'm glad to announce that.

i've got my aerospace material,

statistics and Human factor paper down alr.

so darn happy!!!!!!

3 more to go and it's holiday.

and to make this moment even happier,

i've got my f21 parcel being sent to my vpost alr.

it shall very soon reach me.

and,

i've got my post for the F1 job that i mention earlier on.

saddly, i didn't get the same shift and same post as the rest of my clique.

but well, customer service officer aint that bad either.

i'm already looking forward to the fun, crowded place(:

regarding my exams,

i've more or less kiss goodbye to my A's.

i've already declared tht i don't like my course and

since i've got no choice but to finish up my diploma,

i shall atleast pass all my modules.

i've kind of screwed up my past 3 papers.

i just can't wait to get the other 3 more over.

alright eathly beings.

goodbye to u all(:

will post an entry soon.

my greatess study buddy

and

my biggest soccer fan.

love u bum(:

what a month that i've been through.
went to 2 funeral.
and 5 people that i know of actually passed away.
kinda depressing after awhile.

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Monday, August 11, 2008 | Monday, August 11, 2008

I can see it too.

Red and yellow

pink and green

purple and orange and blue.

i can see the rainbow,

i can see the rainbow too.

life hasn't been smooth sailing for me,

although i wanted very much for it.

I was watching Olympics just now.

and i actually said this,

'don't try anything fancy,

just hold on and wait patiently'

then i reflected upon myself.

i can't imagine i'm start to dread going for it.

just when i thought it was the best thing that happen in my poly life.

maybe i should be alil more laid back.

i can't pretend, i can't ignore it, i can't do anything much more.

coach told me,

if because of such things u are gonna quit,

how can u face big things in life next time.

i can't imagine i cried infront of him.

was reminded that i ought to be careful with what i say.

never judge a person no matter what.

and yes, i shall not think about all these anymore.

maybe it was actually even a big mistake in the first place.

God help me.

i shall learn to love those whom i'm blessed with.

Exam week is nearer.

jing called me out to study on Sunday.

Szeyee msg me to study overnight at the airport with some of the teammates.

it's nice that know that i'm not alone.

year three is tough.

and i shall officially say that,

i can't cope.

and i really don't like what i'm studying anymore.

the only reason why i'm still hanging in there is that i don't want to disappoint my family whom has hope on me.

i shall work hard.

i will overcome the impossible with HIS help.

and i asked myself why again and again.

why must Olympics smack in the middle of my exam period.

i actually cancelled my driving to watch tao li swim today.

no medal, but great work there.

i'm not patriotic, just love sports.

i really hope that it will all be over soon.

i shall not blog anytime soon.

time to sleep,

bye.

i really really hope to get my stuff on my f21 online cart.

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| Monday, August 11, 2008

HAPPY 23rd MANDY

know it always wasn't a like a bed of rose throughout of cousin-life.
but one thing for sure is we all love each other no matter what.

i hope that u love the present and the surprise.

p.s, i really hate balloons. and doing up all that balloons in the room still haven help me overcome my fear.
hahah. how useless.

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| Monday, August 11, 2008

JY & RB wedding (:

' As you love one another,

as I have Love you'

God has not only greatly show His love to her,

but also to the whole team of us.

thank you for holding back the rain and shielding us from the sun.

outdoor wedd was great!

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