stared at Pro.E for like 4 hours trying to slove the 3D object.
the thought of it make me explode.
i've wasted so much time...
and i've not finish it!!!!
and dunno what's wrong with me..
i actually forget to save and redid it for like 10times!!!
and seriously ten freaking times!
oh dear~
so far..
i've finished:
half of Pro.Engineering.
math quiz.
pro.E quiz.
aircraft powerplants quiz.
and there's still so much more to be done.
e-learning is horrible!
i rather not.
Mid-Sem-Test is coming up next week.
see how i die.
AMP's 5 chapter..
oh dear.......
i really dread all these crap.
*sigh~
nevermind.
lets talk about the other history that took place since my previous entry.
had our last match of our tournament on monday.
thanks to the a1 guys who were there.
not forgetting maine, beng, QS too(:
although we lost.
but its one good experience.
its okay SP.
we'll see to it next year(:
that night was our long awaited PARTTTYYYYYY!
stayed over in school.
BLUFF, heartATTACK, laughed, dance, aimless conversation, crazy nightwalk which i was freaking out most of the time, crazy supper.
slept at 5am and woke up at 8.30am for sentosa.
supposingly for our recovery training.
but think we laugh more than we train.
(:(:(:
the girls is really crazy -fun people.
most of all.
cheryl.. my dearest pal(:
u can never imagine how spontaneously she can laugh on the spot.
this is the team i am proud to introduce to all of u(:
Cherly, (: , Jazreel
thanks for being there on every single match.
its okay that we lost.
we all tried hard(:
grace.. u are so going to wash all our boots when kev see this!!
hahaha.
jaz and coach ad
our two lovely coach(:(:
was so sooooo tired after a long long day.
ended the day with bum(:
and indulge in our fav rostti at marche.
bought two new snack for melf,
thats for not really spending time with her this few days.
i hope she'll love it.
it's always nice to see u.
esp after a long day.
love u bum(:
i'll never let u fall..
i'll stand up with u forever.
Saturday, October 27, 2007 | Saturday, October 27, 2007
what's simple is true
The more I live
The more I know
What's simple is true
I love you
there's a warmth in my heart
It haunts me when you're gone
Mend me to your side
and never let go
Say 'Time knows nothing, we'll never grow cold
'The more I live
The more I know
What's simple is true
I love you
Twilight descends on our silhouette
How soon spring comes
How soon spring forgets
I wanna hold time, say it'll never begin
Old man winter be our friend
Old man winter be our friend
'Cause the more I live
The more I know
What's simple is true
What's simple is true
I love, I love you
for u bum~
tomorrow is sunday
and next week is e-learning!!!
yay~!!!
how great!!!
only if there wasn't assignment(S)
and presentations
AND REPORTS!
mann~
but it's okay
all these will only start on monday.
no.. i'll be having training and match.
tuesday??
no..
i'll be in sentosa for my recovery training
and fun.
what about wednesday.
maybemaybe.
shit mann..
i'm quite screwed~
tomorrow's plan
i suppose is to head to LUCKY PLAZA with SSS for her project.
how great.
then i should be going to for ami's hari-raya cum birthday cum house-warming.
and finally i've come out with the outline for my cheerlead.
its so hard.
so its down to me again.
God.. why?
now got to settle the training venue..
sessions where it'll be okay for all?
i'm getting more and more tired lately...
can't wait for monday to be over..
then i'll get my one week rest from trainings.
but then..
we'll be back onto the pitch for league again.
i shall go talk to bum..
the only thing i'm looking forward this evening.
bye to all earthly beings.
love u all~...
The more I know
What's simple is true
I love you
there's a warmth in my heart
It haunts me when you're gone
Mend me to your side
and never let go
Say 'Time knows nothing, we'll never grow cold
'The more I live
The more I know
What's simple is true
I love you
Twilight descends on our silhouette
How soon spring comes
How soon spring forgets
I wanna hold time, say it'll never begin
Old man winter be our friend
Old man winter be our friend
'Cause the more I live
The more I know
What's simple is true
What's simple is true
I love, I love you
for u bum~
tomorrow is sunday
and next week is e-learning!!!
yay~!!!
how great!!!
only if there wasn't assignment(S)
and presentations
AND REPORTS!
mann~
but it's okay
all these will only start on monday.
no.. i'll be having training and match.
tuesday??
no..
i'll be in sentosa for my recovery training
and fun.
what about wednesday.
maybemaybe.
shit mann..
i'm quite screwed~
tomorrow's plan
i suppose is to head to LUCKY PLAZA with SSS for her project.
how great.
then i should be going to for ami's hari-raya cum birthday cum house-warming.
and finally i've come out with the outline for my cheerlead.
its so hard.
so its down to me again.
God.. why?
now got to settle the training venue..
sessions where it'll be okay for all?
i'm getting more and more tired lately...
can't wait for monday to be over..
then i'll get my one week rest from trainings.
but then..
we'll be back onto the pitch for league again.
i shall go talk to bum..
the only thing i'm looking forward this evening.
bye to all earthly beings.
love u all~
Tuesday, October 23, 2007 | Tuesday, October 23, 2007
when i start to wander and wonder~
Second last match thru the tournament.
and yes we lost to N.P
just when i thought we've got chance to atleast draw.
not too bad.
4-0
i know people will be laughing
"S.P lousy~"
and all the whatever blar(s)~
but who cares.
i'm really enjoying myself very much during training.
enjoyed the laughing and screaming and pinching.
hahah.
just as i promise miss PEIYU~
here's her unglam pictures.
Jo will confirm laugh at my bread face again
my best-pal(:
peiyu: this is what u were waiting for!!
and for choy too :P
had retreat on saturday.
and yes,
i'll be going back to watch over the girls for cheerleading.
kinda guilty for my absence.
the amount of responsibility and explaination i've got to give the school is not a joke.
then rush for my cousin's birthday.
laugh-ed most of the time away,
and for once i didn't eat alot.
got to watch my diet.
(ya're right)
hahah!
imagine playing bluff with my aunt and mummy
and heart-attack with aunts and cousins.
so crazy~
it's quite cute to see how the older people play with us.
hahah!
I love family gathering and my fav cousin too(:
sunday manage to met up with bum later in the afternoon.
which on the way there,
i met this physco guy,
freak me out my whole way there.
anyway,
the whole evening was nice
a date with bum and his family.
Lot'sa shushi for dinner
and then dessert by the bay.
had this mud-pie which is like thousand more times more worth it than nydc.
i shall bring my dear ones there one day.
thanks for the great company bum!...
and yes we lost to N.P
just when i thought we've got chance to atleast draw.
not too bad.
4-0
i know people will be laughing
"S.P lousy~"
and all the whatever blar(s)~
but who cares.
i'm really enjoying myself very much during training.
enjoyed the laughing and screaming and pinching.
hahah.
just as i promise miss PEIYU~
here's her unglam pictures.
Jo will confirm laugh at my bread face again
my best-pal(:
peiyu: this is what u were waiting for!!
and for choy too :P
had retreat on saturday.
and yes,
i'll be going back to watch over the girls for cheerleading.
kinda guilty for my absence.
the amount of responsibility and explaination i've got to give the school is not a joke.
then rush for my cousin's birthday.
laugh-ed most of the time away,
and for once i didn't eat alot.
got to watch my diet.
(ya're right)
hahah!
imagine playing bluff with my aunt and mummy
and heart-attack with aunts and cousins.
so crazy~
it's quite cute to see how the older people play with us.
hahah!
I love family gathering and my fav cousin too(:
sunday manage to met up with bum later in the afternoon.
which on the way there,
i met this physco guy,
freak me out my whole way there.
anyway,
the whole evening was nice
a date with bum and his family.
Lot'sa shushi for dinner
and then dessert by the bay.
had this mud-pie which is like thousand more times more worth it than nydc.
i shall bring my dear ones there one day.
thanks for the great company bum!
Friday, October 19, 2007 | Friday, October 19, 2007
one feet off the ledge
finally i get an off weekday.
no training, no match
(:(:(:
one good day to rest.
headed to bum's and spent the whole day there.
played with brandy,
monopoly like crazy with shankar and shona.
made funny drinks.
cycling to siglap,
got GOAL2 from video easy.
(its one great show with both my big toe up) - :)
DINNER
then cycle to return the DVD
cycled to east coast.
rain twice,
then head back.
jut when i was thinking
"didn't spent much today~"
next moment i found myself in the cab home.
yvonne-yvonne.
thursday was like bad.
my day turn upside down in the mid-day.
during the Xi'An 's briefing
"i'm sorry to say that those people whom i promised a space,
the pre-requisite is the GPA must atleast be 3."
thats it.
that really affected me badly.
i was rejected because of my result.
i really hate myself for not studying hard.
for being the 'stupid-er' people in the badge.
there goes my day.
i didn't wish to talk to anyone about it.
met up with the girls for briefing for the match in the evening.
and we got trash badly.
11-0.
but its okay,
considering the whole team with players that looks like man,
and 8 out of 11 were national players.
we can only count ourselves lucky.
got two supporter,
my great buddies.
jun and yang.
thanks for coming down,
appreciate it (:
my greatest alliance(:
potato and her sexy Red leggys.
2nd match of the tournament.
my wonderful and faithful supporter.
_____________________
just when i thought staying in singapore for ITP wouldn't be that bad.
that i have bum and les and all.
things seemed to go the other way.
bum will be going for Xi'an's trip.
and i got really upset.
didn't want to go to school to talk about it.
but because of toh's bd,
i have to go.
went to the office,
everyone was there talking about their ITP.
i don't want to talk about it.
stood there and not want to upset myself even more.
i'm upset with HIM.
why~
when i thout everything could be wonderful
then next thing i know was everything is going the other way.
i'm still upset,
definately.
but i know sure He will provide what's best for me or us.
the thought of 9weekends and starting school without u
really dread my ITP to come.
i despise myself,
for being such an ass.
which resulted in where i am now.
once more,
i was reminded.
i got to be serious with my studies.
today is such a bad day.
for whatever that matter,
i dun really wanna talk about Xi'an anymore.
the sun will still rise tomorrow.
yes it will....
no training, no match
(:(:(:
one good day to rest.
headed to bum's and spent the whole day there.
played with brandy,
monopoly like crazy with shankar and shona.
made funny drinks.
cycling to siglap,
got GOAL2 from video easy.
(its one great show with both my big toe up) - :)
DINNER
then cycle to return the DVD
cycled to east coast.
rain twice,
then head back.
jut when i was thinking
"didn't spent much today~"
next moment i found myself in the cab home.
yvonne-yvonne.
thursday was like bad.
my day turn upside down in the mid-day.
during the Xi'An 's briefing
"i'm sorry to say that those people whom i promised a space,
the pre-requisite is the GPA must atleast be 3."
thats it.
that really affected me badly.
i was rejected because of my result.
i really hate myself for not studying hard.
for being the 'stupid-er' people in the badge.
there goes my day.
i didn't wish to talk to anyone about it.
met up with the girls for briefing for the match in the evening.
and we got trash badly.
11-0.
but its okay,
considering the whole team with players that looks like man,
and 8 out of 11 were national players.
we can only count ourselves lucky.
got two supporter,
my great buddies.
jun and yang.
thanks for coming down,
appreciate it (:
my greatest alliance(:
potato and her sexy Red leggys.
2nd match of the tournament.
my wonderful and faithful supporter.
_____________________
just when i thought staying in singapore for ITP wouldn't be that bad.
that i have bum and les and all.
things seemed to go the other way.
bum will be going for Xi'an's trip.
and i got really upset.
didn't want to go to school to talk about it.
but because of toh's bd,
i have to go.
went to the office,
everyone was there talking about their ITP.
i don't want to talk about it.
stood there and not want to upset myself even more.
i'm upset with HIM.
why~
when i thout everything could be wonderful
then next thing i know was everything is going the other way.
i'm still upset,
definately.
but i know sure He will provide what's best for me or us.
the thought of 9weekends and starting school without u
really dread my ITP to come.
i despise myself,
for being such an ass.
which resulted in where i am now.
once more,
i was reminded.
i got to be serious with my studies.
today is such a bad day.
for whatever that matter,
i dun really wanna talk about Xi'an anymore.
the sun will still rise tomorrow.
yes it will.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007 | Tuesday, October 16, 2007
bright Morning star(:
finally the tournament started.
had our first official Game yesterday.
the weather wasdamn BAD
which made the field HORRIBLE!
but thankfully the match didn't get postpone.
we lost. 0-5, two penalty.
although i was disappointed with myself,
but like what coach adrian said.
we've got to be looking at the brighter side.
we are a young team, comparing to others
training for years.
so yup.
well done to all.
thank God that i manage to last at least thru out,
till the last few minutes.
all thru His strength.
here's some picture.
look at the crappy field.
imagine u can't even see any lines.
imagine running around for 2 half with like 12 tons of mud sticking onto ur boots.
my goodness~
before:)
getting alil rough
After!!
next match against combine ITE
i know will get trash.
maybe badly,
but like what coach adrian said,
it's all about the experience.
was Glad that atleast i got 2 supporters.
esp quisong.
my upmost supporter who came twice to watch us lose.
thanks alotalotalot.
and my dearest of the dearest:
bum! (:
i'm so tired.
match ended quite late.
and today training again.
atleast,
we all had a great fun laughing at the coaches today.
:):)
and wacking some asses
:):):)
strings was cancelled,
and it'll be cancelled also next week.
mr instructor got performance in malaysia.
cheryl promise to teach me cannon in D major.
apparently she say that it is really easy.
tomorrow i'm off from training.
YAY!!!!!!
finally one weekday off.
bring me out please bum!
oh ya.
Jadyn is so Pretty~
bright morning star,
my Jesus Christ.
the giving of life,
Your light shine on me,
on very night.
giving me Love and giving me hope,
You showed me how to live as Your child,
with all my heart i thank You Lord for being my star.
So i'll be Your Star, My Lord and King.
Brightly i'll shine for u each day.
Faithfully, Small i may be,
i'll be the star, at work and play.
So grant me Your strength,
Lead me Your Way,
to be the righteousness each day,
So the World will see the light You've place in me
(:...
had our first official Game yesterday.
the weather was
which made the field HORRIBLE!
but thankfully the match didn't get postpone.
we lost. 0-5, two penalty.
although i was disappointed with myself,
but like what coach adrian said.
we've got to be looking at the brighter side.
we are a young team, comparing to others
training for years.
so yup.
well done to all.
thank God that i manage to last at least thru out,
till the last few minutes.
all thru His strength.
here's some picture.
look at the crappy field.
imagine u can't even see any lines.
imagine running around for 2 half with like 12 tons of mud sticking onto ur boots.
my goodness~
before:)
getting alil rough
After!!
next match against combine ITE
i know will get trash.
maybe badly,
but like what coach adrian said,
it's all about the experience.
was Glad that atleast i got 2 supporters.
esp quisong.
my upmost supporter who came twice to watch us lose.
thanks alotalotalot.
and my dearest of the dearest:
bum! (:
i'm so tired.
match ended quite late.
and today training again.
atleast,
we all had a great fun laughing at the coaches today.
:):)
and wacking some asses
:):):)
strings was cancelled,
and it'll be cancelled also next week.
mr instructor got performance in malaysia.
cheryl promise to teach me cannon in D major.
apparently she say that it is really easy.
tomorrow i'm off from training.
YAY!!!!!!
finally one weekday off.
bring me out please bum!
oh ya.
Jadyn is so Pretty~
bright morning star,
my Jesus Christ.
the giving of life,
Your light shine on me,
on very night.
giving me Love and giving me hope,
You showed me how to live as Your child,
with all my heart i thank You Lord for being my star.
So i'll be Your Star, My Lord and King.
Brightly i'll shine for u each day.
Faithfully, Small i may be,
i'll be the star, at work and play.
So grant me Your strength,
Lead me Your Way,
to be the righteousness each day,
So the World will see the light You've place in me
(:
Saturday, October 13, 2007 | Saturday, October 13, 2007
Meet me by the water tonight?
Greetings to my earthly beings(:
my week has been tougher than ever.
training on:
tuesday,wednesday,thursday AND Friday.
thanks Goodness, i'm still ALIVE!!!
hahah.
Friendly against sports club wasn't as bad as what i expected it to be.
and thank God.
so finally, we won!!!
nothing to be very proud about.
but its an achievement.
my physical state seemed to be going from bad to worse.
coughing like nobody's business,
now, my chest aches whenever i cough,
God, please make my cough go away.
Imagine grasping for oxygen while coughing,
panting and coughing in the field.
it's really horrible.
How am i suppose to sustain an half for the first match of the tournament against R.P.
(maybe i won't even be in the first team)
was sharing this during cell,
thought about why God allow me to be sick at this very crucial period of time.
esp when POL-ITE is starting.
maybe in the mist of training so hard.
i kinda forgotten about my piority.
my devotions, my studies.
training made me too tired to even pay attention in class.
i know Bigguy, i'll try to set it back right again.
i promise(:
please heal me soon.
I love to go for CELL.
it keeps me on track when i unconciously stray.
thank God for it.
maybe i'm too busy in these world-ly stuff.
i shud check on myself once in awhile.
this is what i learn today:
Do nothing out of selfish ambition or
vain conceit, but in humility consider
others better than yourselves.
Each of you should look not only
to your own interests, but also to the interests of others.
Phil 2:21
i know its hard,
nothing that is right is easy.
thats why many people stray.
many a times i wonder why,
when we were taught so many things and learn of so many right things,
people still can be this sinful.
the world is indeed sinful,
and the easier way out is to conform to it.
BUT,
God gave us brain to differ what is wise and what's not.
thank God for it.
i know i'm not perfect either,
but i'm trying.
hopefully oneday i can be the light of the world.
My dearest's birthday was yesterday.
was quite upset that the girls didn't turn up.
non of them!
so much of 7 years of friendship.
and worse thing is,
i thought we got plan and
nobody inform me that they are not coming.
nevermind jo.
i'm glad that i was there.
Dinner at raffles' the plaza's Kopitiam.
the place is knda cool.
expensive but food is good(:
You send me a prayer on my birthday and
it's still in my phone.
i shall send u one too.
here's a prayer for my dearest fren.
"Dear Mr Mighty.
thanks for blessing me with such great companion,
although i always complain that she always forget about me.
but i thank You that we are still able to keep each other close to our heart.
As she start her 19th year of her life Lord,
i pray that u will bless her abundantly,
watch over her and keep her safe from any harm Lord.
Now that she is starting her new phase of life with her new guy,
i pray that she'll be able to be a good testimony to him as a fellow christian,
so that the both of them can come before You to ask of Your blessing.
thank You for this wonderful fren that u have blessed me.
in Jesus name: AMEN! (: "
the usual shot.
Happy birthday my dear(:
the ladies~
nice view from the hotel room(:
town with maine today.
suppose to give peninsula a visit,
but decided that the malays whom usually
is the shop keeper wouldn't be working,
so town shud be safer.
shop alil,
the nicest thing i saw today was
"that white and green lacoste" tote bag..
but its kinda pricey
if only.. (yes yvonne)
but its okay.
atleast i got some basics to go to school.
more motivation.
i bet bum will go like " girls ar~"
hahah.
headed to semb park for QS's birthday.
hopefully he enjoyed himself.
...
my week has been tougher than ever.
training on:
tuesday,wednesday,thursday AND Friday.
thanks Goodness, i'm still ALIVE!!!
hahah.
Friendly against sports club wasn't as bad as what i expected it to be.
and thank God.
so finally, we won!!!
nothing to be very proud about.
but its an achievement.
my physical state seemed to be going from bad to worse.
coughing like nobody's business,
now, my chest aches whenever i cough,
God, please make my cough go away.
Imagine grasping for oxygen while coughing,
panting and coughing in the field.
it's really horrible.
How am i suppose to sustain an half for the first match of the tournament against R.P.
(maybe i won't even be in the first team)
was sharing this during cell,
thought about why God allow me to be sick at this very crucial period of time.
esp when POL-ITE is starting.
maybe in the mist of training so hard.
i kinda forgotten about my piority.
my devotions, my studies.
training made me too tired to even pay attention in class.
i know Bigguy, i'll try to set it back right again.
i promise(:
please heal me soon.
I love to go for CELL.
it keeps me on track when i unconciously stray.
thank God for it.
maybe i'm too busy in these world-ly stuff.
i shud check on myself once in awhile.
this is what i learn today:
Do nothing out of selfish ambition or
vain conceit, but in humility consider
others better than yourselves.
Each of you should look not only
to your own interests, but also to the interests of others.
Phil 2:21
i know its hard,
nothing that is right is easy.
thats why many people stray.
many a times i wonder why,
when we were taught so many things and learn of so many right things,
people still can be this sinful.
the world is indeed sinful,
and the easier way out is to conform to it.
BUT,
God gave us brain to differ what is wise and what's not.
thank God for it.
i know i'm not perfect either,
but i'm trying.
hopefully oneday i can be the light of the world.
My dearest's birthday was yesterday.
was quite upset that the girls didn't turn up.
non of them!
so much of 7 years of friendship.
and worse thing is,
i thought we got plan and
nobody inform me that they are not coming.
nevermind jo.
i'm glad that i was there.
Dinner at raffles' the plaza's Kopitiam.
the place is knda cool.
expensive but food is good(:
You send me a prayer on my birthday and
it's still in my phone.
i shall send u one too.
here's a prayer for my dearest fren.
"Dear Mr Mighty.
thanks for blessing me with such great companion,
although i always complain that she always forget about me.
but i thank You that we are still able to keep each other close to our heart.
As she start her 19th year of her life Lord,
i pray that u will bless her abundantly,
watch over her and keep her safe from any harm Lord.
Now that she is starting her new phase of life with her new guy,
i pray that she'll be able to be a good testimony to him as a fellow christian,
so that the both of them can come before You to ask of Your blessing.
thank You for this wonderful fren that u have blessed me.
in Jesus name: AMEN! (: "
the usual shot.
Happy birthday my dear(:
the ladies~nice view from the hotel room(:
town with maine today.
suppose to give peninsula a visit,
but decided that the malays whom usually
is the shop keeper wouldn't be working,
so town shud be safer.
shop alil,
the nicest thing i saw today was
"that white and green lacoste" tote bag..
but its kinda pricey
if only.. (yes yvonne)
but its okay.
atleast i got some basics to go to school.
more motivation.
i bet bum will go like " girls ar~"
hahah.
headed to semb park for QS's birthday.
hopefully he enjoyed himself.
Monday, October 08, 2007 | Monday, October 08, 2007
please tell me
school is slowly getting into a routine.
wake up, crowded long train ride,
lectures, tutorials, breaks, home late.
lets see.
attachment to xin-an is confirm.
9weeks away from singapore.
retreat is over.
new captain set us great direction.
Thank God~ (:(:(:
the mighty mighty one.
hopefully we'll be able to bring Gb up to where its used to be.
laughing is really energy-consuming.
the three prima and the guys laugh-ed
while playing monopoly..
so much that we all got no strength to continue another round.
came out with crazy things like immunity from rent..
robbing of bank..
bank giving to the poor..
and alliance..
hahaha.
crazy fun..
i bet u guys never knew monopoly can be this fun.
miss out training on wed and fri.
because i wasn't feeling well.
weather seemed to be really moody.
why Mr Mighty,
can u not make earth this sick.
please~
training on sunday was fun.
and now,
with new faces who are experience and skillful,
it's getting really competitive.
but we'll all strive hard for the team.
friendly with sports club on wed,
then i'll be glad to declare to start of
POLITE~
and first match of the tournament
will be on the coming monday
against RP.
i wonder how we'll fair.
Thank goodness.
atleast today didn't seemed that long.
baby's birthday is coming up this friday.
shud be more or less staying over with her.
how often do i get time to do that.
i am more than proud to say this.
i've finish my milan fund box.
hahah.
bum..
its time to save up!
i shall go write alil
practice my strings.
be entertain by the muttons
and be waiting for bum's call.
take care all..
XUEXUE!
i got ur message..
when will u come meet us all..
WHEN WHEN WHEN!!??...
wake up, crowded long train ride,
lectures, tutorials, breaks, home late.
lets see.
attachment to xin-an is confirm.
9weeks away from singapore.
retreat is over.
new captain set us great direction.
Thank God~ (:(:(:
the mighty mighty one.
hopefully we'll be able to bring Gb up to where its used to be.
laughing is really energy-consuming.
the three prima and the guys laugh-ed
while playing monopoly..
so much that we all got no strength to continue another round.
came out with crazy things like immunity from rent..
robbing of bank..
bank giving to the poor..
and alliance..
hahaha.
crazy fun..
i bet u guys never knew monopoly can be this fun.
miss out training on wed and fri.
because i wasn't feeling well.
weather seemed to be really moody.
why Mr Mighty,
can u not make earth this sick.
please~
training on sunday was fun.
and now,
with new faces who are experience and skillful,
it's getting really competitive.
but we'll all strive hard for the team.
friendly with sports club on wed,
then i'll be glad to declare to start of
POLITE~
and first match of the tournament
will be on the coming monday
against RP.
i wonder how we'll fair.
Thank goodness.
atleast today didn't seemed that long.
baby's birthday is coming up this friday.
shud be more or less staying over with her.
how often do i get time to do that.
i am more than proud to say this.
i've finish my milan fund box.
hahah.
bum..
its time to save up!
i shall go write alil
practice my strings.
be entertain by the muttons
and be waiting for bum's call.
take care all..
XUEXUE!
i got ur message..
when will u come meet us all..
WHEN WHEN WHEN!!??
Monday, October 01, 2007 | Monday, October 01, 2007
endlessly
first day of 2nd week of school.
spent the whole of 8-5 in school in aircorn room.
running a fever.
screwed up my aircraft maintenance practice.
atleast today wasn't that angry oldman.
practical is so tiring more than 3hours of standing
especially tired when u are not feeing well.
poor feet.
thats one good reason why i missed training today.
tomorrow will be doomed.
imagine having KFC for 4 days last week.
without really exercising.
today..
i'm sick.
tomorrow is the friendly.
how am i suppose to be able to catch up with everybody.
mann.
hopefully i still get to secure my place.
:(
_________________
met up with bum on sunday.
supposed to have training.
but IT got cancelled.
bum wanted to ask me to go for a run.
but then we ended up in town at hongkong's cafe
its always nice to be laughing at crappy shyt-ty stuff.
and talking about how interestingly irritating we'll be like 5 years down the road.
i guess its really a blessing from God for such great companionship.
nowadays i'm getting more and more
upset with evey single thing at home.
problem that always have existed came back
and the margin which is suppose to be there
disappeared.
why..
sometimes i dread going home.
asking myself.
why is the two of them like that.
imagine trying to sleep at night
but ur brother plays his game from 7pm to 7am.
how am i suppose to sleep well?
imagine coming home and see ur mummy like 'that'
and wonder if she really cares.
and u ask urself why she is like that.
humans are bound to have their own weakness.
i forgive them.
but i just can't stand it.
maybe thats the reason why my body gave way.
i need a normal family.
thank God for Him,
if not i'll really doubt why i'm here.
i know i can simply tell myself that there's worse.
but.. i just can't stand it.
its really affecting me.
when i love her so much,
and she doesn't care much about my welfare.
she doesn't know how affected i am
the way she live her life..
the way she mother..
the way she talks to her weird frens..
yes yvonne..
whine all u want.
tomorrow the sun will still rise and set like today.
whatever..
this is one good reason why i want to go overseas to study.
even consider 9 weeks away from home for ITP....
spent the whole of 8-5 in school in aircorn room.
running a fever.
screwed up my aircraft maintenance practice.
atleast today wasn't that angry oldman.
practical is so tiring more than 3hours of standing
especially tired when u are not feeing well.
poor feet.
thats one good reason why i missed training today.
tomorrow will be doomed.
imagine having KFC for 4 days last week.
without really exercising.
today..
i'm sick.
tomorrow is the friendly.
how am i suppose to be able to catch up with everybody.
mann.
hopefully i still get to secure my place.
:(
_________________
met up with bum on sunday.
supposed to have training.
but IT got cancelled.
bum wanted to ask me to go for a run.
but then we ended up in town at hongkong's cafe
its always nice to be laughing at crappy shyt-ty stuff.
and talking about how interestingly irritating we'll be like 5 years down the road.
i guess its really a blessing from God for such great companionship.
nowadays i'm getting more and more
upset with evey single thing at home.
problem that always have existed came back
and the margin which is suppose to be there
disappeared.
why..
sometimes i dread going home.
asking myself.
why is the two of them like that.
imagine trying to sleep at night
but ur brother plays his game from 7pm to 7am.
how am i suppose to sleep well?
imagine coming home and see ur mummy like 'that'
and wonder if she really cares.
and u ask urself why she is like that.
humans are bound to have their own weakness.
i forgive them.
but i just can't stand it.
maybe thats the reason why my body gave way.
i need a normal family.
thank God for Him,
if not i'll really doubt why i'm here.
i know i can simply tell myself that there's worse.
but.. i just can't stand it.
its really affecting me.
when i love her so much,
and she doesn't care much about my welfare.
she doesn't know how affected i am
the way she live her life..
the way she mother..
the way she talks to her weird frens..
yes yvonne..
whine all u want.
tomorrow the sun will still rise and set like today.
whatever..
this is one good reason why i want to go overseas to study.
even consider 9 weeks away from home for ITP.