again..
i'm happy to say.
after a nice and warm shower.
i'm human again.
i finally can feel my nose!
just now at b.p.p
was superly duperly cold..
so cold that i couldn't feel anything on my face..
me and saw hui almost died working.
so cold that my jacket seemed like a singlet.
hui's roxy jacket is so thick lar.
but still doesn't work.
woke up late today.
so didn't went back to sec school.
anyway.. everybody is so busy..
i think my class only got like 4 person go back?
pathetic.
i suppose chel mention that the whole class will go back in class t-shirt.
like wad bert say. : talk is cheap.
had a great time working with sawhui today.
shared alot.
how i wish i can just work with her and chun ping.
the crazy people.
make my boring working day more interesting.
yesterday was such a bad day for the gang.
went to school at 10.30 to collect our i.m.f uniform.
initially..
the plan was to go to school.
collect the uniform.
then try to reach kovan at 11.30
buy the stuff and go ian's place to cook ourselves nice lunch and watch a nice movie.
then i got to rush to work at 3pm.
then guess wad.
not only that that pig tell everyone about how irresponsible i am for wanting to take three days off for my mission trip.
but she is also such an ass..
so much so that her logistic sucks.
made us wait.
i manage to get my uniform at 11.30
but couldn't leave cause the guys haven get it yet.
at 11.30 she say the guy's uniform is on the way.
then guess what..
at 2pm.
we are asked to go for our lunch cause the uniform is still not there yet.
at around 2.45..
she said: the supplier forgot about the box with the guy's uniform inside.
u all got to come back another day.
irritating shit!
shud have told us earlier.
then we can carry on with our plan.
that afternoon..
everybody's mood was superly bad.
esp leslie..
wanted to jump thru the glass..
hahah..
sha waited at bedok for like near 2 hours?
damm.
so we didn't manage cook our lunch.
neither watch the movie.
i got to rush for work.
leslie and mason went over to ian's place.
sickening afternoon.
i want to play with coco!
then ian promise to come with leslie to accompany me for dinner. then walk coco with me to the bus stop after my work.
in the end.
we all decided that i pack some dinner for them and eat at his place.
while i can play with coco too..
so i went over to meet les and ian after work.
was very thankful that i didn't get lost in that estate.
was like praying the whole way.
the whole place was so quiet..
and when one dog start barking.
the whole street of dogs join in.
argg!!
see.. coco is the best!=)
slack there till about 11.40.
then decided to walk out.
guess wad.
when i reach the bus stop.
then bus uncle didn't wait for me.
argg..
and i did run.
i dun usually run.
just got the feeling that
that's the last bus.
but i sat at the bus stop..
see if there'll be more bus.
sat till about 12 plus.
then decided to take a cab back.
oh yar..
ian bake us cake.
its nice.
esp the with the malteses inside=)
thumbs up*
tomorrow will be the start of my crazyy weekends.
will meet up the guys at 5pm for the beach party.
beach party will be from 6pm to 6am.
then 8 am got to reach school.
for three quarter mile parade.
the amzing race.
it'll finish at about 5pm.
then go home.
get some sleep.
leave home at 8pm.
go pasir ris to meet saw hui they all.
bbq and games till morning.
then morning got to rush to sembawang for church.
after church.
got to work from 2pm to 10pm.
then after that will be my long awaited rest.!
i hope i won't fall sick..
yvonne is a strong girl=)
*agree!!
can't wait or the whole thing to start!
monter is still sick!
and he likes my short hair.
is that a good thing or bad thing.
Tuesday, August 29, 2006 | Tuesday, August 29, 2006
back from work.
blogger is terribly lag.
this is the second time i'm retyping this entry.
irritating shit.
there goes my cambodia trip.
i'm quite bothered about the trip
wonder if its HIS will for me to go.
i think its more of me who wants to go than HIM.
but..
i shall blame it to that irritating middle age woman.
screw up my trip.
such a pig.
am still angry with her.
alright..
shall talk about something that makes me glad.
guess what!?
i bought 4 top and one skirt.
shopping while working.
cool isn't it?
hahah..
just now i met weijian.
he:what happen b'twn u and ben.
me:he couldn't decide who his heart wants.
he:i'm shock. i thought u both were perfectly happy couple.
she:i'm shock too, so hows u and peiyi
he:we got back together already.
she:GREAT! i'm happy for u!
he:i'm happy too.
he is attending church
without her asking him to.
she's so lucky.
although i dun encourage this kind of couple.
but i'm happy for them=)
HE called
Him:hi monster.
her:hi!
him:what u doing now
her:just reach home from work
him:i'm sick. feeling terrible now.
her:u okay.u shud stop work and take good rest.
dun keep working. always sleep late.. .. (start her nagging)
he:okayokay~ are u going for the bbq. i hope u can make it.
her:yes..i'll be there.
he: alright.. i'll chat with u another time.
her:alright. bye and remember to take good rest yea.
he:yes monster.. bye~
he is sick.
wonder if he knows how to take care of himself.
exams are coming somemore.
this guy..
always dunno how to manage his time.
work late at night till morning.
no wonder got sick.
if only i got time.
i would help him in his study.
here's two picture.
see how unladylike i am=)
but we had great fun.
this is MY dearie papa.
he dear me and i dear him too=)...
blogger is terribly lag.
this is the second time i'm retyping this entry.
irritating shit.
there goes my cambodia trip.
i'm quite bothered about the trip
wonder if its HIS will for me to go.
i think its more of me who wants to go than HIM.
but..
i shall blame it to that irritating middle age woman.
screw up my trip.
such a pig.
am still angry with her.
alright..
shall talk about something that makes me glad.
guess what!?
i bought 4 top and one skirt.
shopping while working.
cool isn't it?
hahah..
just now i met weijian.
he:what happen b'twn u and ben.
me:he couldn't decide who his heart wants.
he:i'm shock. i thought u both were perfectly happy couple.
she:i'm shock too, so hows u and peiyi
he:we got back together already.
she:GREAT! i'm happy for u!
he:i'm happy too.
he is attending church
without her asking him to.
she's so lucky.
although i dun encourage this kind of couple.
but i'm happy for them=)
HE called
Him:hi monster.
her:hi!
him:what u doing now
her:just reach home from work
him:i'm sick. feeling terrible now.
her:u okay.u shud stop work and take good rest.
dun keep working. always sleep late.. .. (start her nagging)
he:okayokay~ are u going for the bbq. i hope u can make it.
her:yes..i'll be there.
he: alright.. i'll chat with u another time.
her:alright. bye and remember to take good rest yea.
he:yes monster.. bye~
he is sick.
wonder if he knows how to take care of himself.
exams are coming somemore.
this guy..
always dunno how to manage his time.
work late at night till morning.
no wonder got sick.
if only i got time.
i would help him in his study.
here's two picture.
see how unladylike i am=)
but we had great fun.
this is MY dearie papa.
he dear me and i dear him too=)
Monday, August 28, 2006 | Monday, August 28, 2006
i'm back..
last weekend was GREAT!
saturday..
went to the amzing race.
held by the s2006 committee.
what shud i say:
fun FUN fUN!!!
walk so much..
so much so that i think i can loss like 2 kg..
crazy shit..
met a few nice people..
will be working with them for the whole time thru imf..
saw this cute angmo..
he got duperly nice eyes.
those kind that will melt ur heart.
no more old guys.
now: cute angmo-s=))
the stupid vi*ki..
dun let me off for my cambodia trip..
makes me wonder what she's made of..
cannot simply understand human language.
"my flight is already book.. and i ca't make it for that 3 days!
screw u! pig.."
driving me nuts.
argg~
check out this pretties in my group=)
me!! ain't she pretty.!! hahah.
right after the race
rush down for corin's birthday party..
downtown east AGAIN~
i'm like going there for chalet every two week..
dam..
so sick of that place.
but its more of the people that matters..
right?!
second night got yiling drunk..
she went crazy and start laughing non-stop.
the previous time was cassie..
this time round yiling..
crazy shit.
but we did had a GREAT time..
went shopping one the second night..
bought nice stuff..
a nice pair of heel..
i hope it'll be comfortable..
yup..
so..
no more shopping for this month..
which is like 3 more days to go..
wahahah!
i'm sure i can do it=)
alrighty..
check out my cute and crazy cousins then..
us=)
sexy cassie.
indulging~
THE BIRTHDAY GIRL!!
ME=)
happybirthday my dear girl.
enjoy the 18th year=)
the four who stayed till the secondday=)
..
then just now..
right after the chalet..
went to the airport to meet up the guys.
wanted to check out the planes..
but there wasn't much of them today..
lunch at hans..
then went to bedok..
the guys did some shopping there.
then walk around then each headed our own seperate ways.
=))
so ta-da..
here i am..
i can foresee that my week will be superly duperly pack again..
work.. cell.. work.. school.. BEACH PARTY=).. another amzing race.. and more and more and more..
i am financially unstable..
hahah..
for spending too much in past three days..
oh mann~
dear God.. please make me strong and happy to sustain me thru the week=) Amen!!...
last weekend was GREAT!
saturday..
went to the amzing race.
held by the s2006 committee.
what shud i say:
fun FUN fUN!!!
walk so much..
so much so that i think i can loss like 2 kg..
crazy shit..
met a few nice people..
will be working with them for the whole time thru imf..
saw this cute angmo..
he got duperly nice eyes.
those kind that will melt ur heart.
no more old guys.
now: cute angmo-s=))
the stupid vi*ki..
dun let me off for my cambodia trip..
makes me wonder what she's made of..
cannot simply understand human language.
"my flight is already book.. and i ca't make it for that 3 days!
screw u! pig.."
driving me nuts.
argg~
check out this pretties in my group=)
me!! ain't she pretty.!! hahah.
right after the race
rush down for corin's birthday party..
downtown east AGAIN~
i'm like going there for chalet every two week..
dam..
so sick of that place.
but its more of the people that matters..
right?!
second night got yiling drunk..
she went crazy and start laughing non-stop.
the previous time was cassie..
this time round yiling..
crazy shit.
but we did had a GREAT time..
went shopping one the second night..
bought nice stuff..
a nice pair of heel..
i hope it'll be comfortable..
yup..
so..
no more shopping for this month..
which is like 3 more days to go..
wahahah!
i'm sure i can do it=)
alrighty..
check out my cute and crazy cousins then..
us=)
sexy cassie.
indulging~
THE BIRTHDAY GIRL!!
ME=)
happybirthday my dear girl.
enjoy the 18th year=)
the four who stayed till the secondday=)
..then just now..
right after the chalet..
went to the airport to meet up the guys.
wanted to check out the planes..
but there wasn't much of them today..
lunch at hans..
then went to bedok..
the guys did some shopping there.
then walk around then each headed our own seperate ways.
=))
so ta-da..
here i am..
i can foresee that my week will be superly duperly pack again..
work.. cell.. work.. school.. BEACH PARTY=).. another amzing race.. and more and more and more..
i am financially unstable..
hahah..
for spending too much in past three days..
oh mann~
dear God.. please make me strong and happy to sustain me thru the week=) Amen!!
Friday, August 25, 2006 | Friday, August 25, 2006
watched two movie at home this week.
went to the library to borrow them.
a message in a bottle.
have yet to read the book yet.
the movie is simply great.
but sad to say that there's no happily ever after ending.
maybe in real life..
there isn't.
maybe..
then watch the phatom of the opera.
what shud i say..
superb!
i just love musical.
can't wait for them to come to singapore.
maybe i shud start saving up to buy the best sit=)
one of the nicest song in the musical:
Say You'll Share With Me
One Love One LifeTime
say the words and i will follow.
share each day each night each morning.
you alone can make
my song take flight.
isn't the song beautiful~...
went to the library to borrow them.
a message in a bottle.
have yet to read the book yet.
the movie is simply great.
but sad to say that there's no happily ever after ending.
maybe in real life..
there isn't.
maybe..
then watch the phatom of the opera.
what shud i say..
superb!
i just love musical.
can't wait for them to come to singapore.
maybe i shud start saving up to buy the best sit=)
one of the nicest song in the musical:
Say You'll Share With Me
One Love One LifeTime
say the words and i will follow.
share each day each night each morning.
you alone can make
my song take flight.
isn't the song beautiful~
| Friday, August 25, 2006
finally i got my hair short.
its really funny to see leslie's, bert's and alot other's reaction..
hahah..
"why did u cut short!!"
hahahha!
i enjoy having short hair.
but can't tie it anymore..
nevermind..
its good to have changes.
shall go down with maine again next week..
she'll be getting her hair cut
and me getting a brown hair.
yay~ can't wait.
yesterday
went with the gang to watch the movie
the show is GREAT!
jen is simply hot..
wonder how she manage to tone up her body..
but the ending wasn't really good.
but still i would give the 4.3 star out of 5 star=)
went to play pool to wait for sharon's lunch time..
after that went to sakae sushi for the dinner buffet.
we really almost eat till we drop..
was super full.
then we decided to play some crazy game.
(not my idea.. i'm too nice to come ouy with that=P)
we take out the cucumber and stuff the sushi with washabe.
crazy shit!
when u put it into ur mouth.
it felt like drinking kerosene and lighting a lighter.
mann~
but the feeling was shiok ar.
ilove washabe
it taste like shit!
yucks..
then went to the bay to lek-lek
its so nice to sit there and chat.
talk and laugh.
enjoy the night.
dun feel like going home..
but can't..
check out the pictures!
wad happen to leslie's face..
acting stupid again!
suppose to take the two of us.
we got similar hair..
hahahha..
azly is just a bad photographor..
the bunch who went for the buffet.
bert!! why u look so unhappy?!!
smile!
they went crazy!!
____________________
today didn't go out..
decided to stay home to be a good girl.
its been a long time since
i am able to stay home for the more than 12 hours ( excluding my sleeping time)
i think ever since i enter poly life..
its always that i reach home in the evening..
if not late night.
yup..
tomorrow going for the amazing race organised by the imf committee.
lets make it fun.
then after that will be going for chalet.
will be back on monday.
so i'll update u guys again next week=)
have a great weekend my frens..
skipping church again~
his birthday is coming soon~
what shall i get for him..
i hate it when u are nice to me...
its really funny to see leslie's, bert's and alot other's reaction..
hahah..
"why did u cut short!!"
hahahha!
i enjoy having short hair.
but can't tie it anymore..
nevermind..
its good to have changes.
shall go down with maine again next week..
she'll be getting her hair cut
and me getting a brown hair.
yay~ can't wait.
yesterday
went with the gang to watch the movie
the show is GREAT!
jen is simply hot..
wonder how she manage to tone up her body..
but the ending wasn't really good.
but still i would give the 4.3 star out of 5 star=)
went to play pool to wait for sharon's lunch time..
after that went to sakae sushi for the dinner buffet.
we really almost eat till we drop..
was super full.
then we decided to play some crazy game.
(not my idea.. i'm too nice to come ouy with that=P)
we take out the cucumber and stuff the sushi with washabe.
crazy shit!
when u put it into ur mouth.
it felt like drinking kerosene and lighting a lighter.
mann~
but the feeling was shiok ar.
i
it taste like shit!
yucks..
then went to the bay to lek-lek
its so nice to sit there and chat.
talk and laugh.
enjoy the night.
dun feel like going home..
but can't..
check out the pictures!
wad happen to leslie's face..
acting stupid again!
suppose to take the two of us.
we got similar hair..
hahahha..
azly is just a bad photographor..
the bunch who went for the buffet.
bert!! why u look so unhappy?!!
smile!
they went crazy!!
____________________
today didn't go out..
decided to stay home to be a good girl.
its been a long time since
i am able to stay home for the more than 12 hours ( excluding my sleeping time)
i think ever since i enter poly life..
its always that i reach home in the evening..
if not late night.
yup..
tomorrow going for the amazing race organised by the imf committee.
lets make it fun.
then after that will be going for chalet.
will be back on monday.
so i'll update u guys again next week=)
have a great weekend my frens..
skipping church again~
his birthday is coming soon~
what shall i get for him..
i hate it when u are nice to me
Wednesday, August 23, 2006 | Wednesday, August 23, 2006
YAY!!!
HEREBY YVONNE SHALL ANNOUCE:
EXAM'S OVER=))~!!!!!!
end of sem one..
time realy pass duperly fast..
2 1/2 sem to go before grad.
which means.
there's be 2 1/2 o's like exam to go thru..
damm..
whatever it is..
i wan to enjoy my hol's
atleast before my results is out.
screw it!
my hol's is quite plan out already..
will be going to cambodia, going for a few chalets, work abit, go out and have crazy fun, go for the beach party..
more more more... .. .. .
tomorrow will be going to cut my hair.
scary even thinking of it..
but like but they say.
it'll grow back..
and somemore..
i wan a change..
how about brown hair?!
=)
can't wait for tomorrow.
not the hair cut.
but the movie!
yeah!
the break-up.
...
HEREBY YVONNE SHALL ANNOUCE:
EXAM'S OVER=))~!!!!!!
end of sem one..
time realy pass duperly fast..
2 1/2 sem to go before grad.
which means.
there's be 2 1/2 o's like exam to go thru..
damm..
whatever it is..
i wan to enjoy my hol's
atleast before my results is out.
screw it!
my hol's is quite plan out already..
will be going to cambodia, going for a few chalets, work abit, go out and have crazy fun, go for the beach party..
more more more... .. .. .
tomorrow will be going to cut my hair.
scary even thinking of it..
but like but they say.
it'll grow back..
and somemore..
i wan a change..
how about brown hair?!
=)
can't wait for tomorrow.
not the hair cut.
but the movie!
yeah!
the break-up.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006 | Tuesday, August 22, 2006
this few days..
has been studying hard.
did i mention studying hard..
hahah..
i guess more of like..
this few days has been going out alot to study..
more of the going out..
everytime we wil ended up chatting and laughing..
damm..
take it for example.
today..
suppose to be study circuits.
we ended up taking long break at the cafe.
having nice tea.
but at least i did like say.. 9 mcq and 3 questions. in like.. 4 hours?!
shit mann..
i hope i won't regret this.
wanted to stop having fast food for one week..
i just can't do it..
lets see what did i have from wed till today.
wed- burger king.
thursday-bake rice.
friday-cannot remember.. i think cavana?
saturday- kfc..
sunday- Hans.
monday- chickenrice.
today- carls' junior.
oh mann..
see how much i spent.
thats only dinner..
excluding the tea, small lil bites.
mann..
and with such diet..
i bet i can't lose weight but gain more..
damm..
shall really watch my diet.
corin is really doing so.
my cambodia trip really clashes with the imf.
mann..
i tot it was on the 15.
shall see if i try to push a few days away=)).
PRAY HARD!!!
tomorrow will be the last paper..
YAY!!!
can't wait to go and watch the break-up.
oh yar..
i got my cold play album.
=)
alright then..
shall update soon
thanks for the CD.
didn't expect that from u though.
so sweet of u and thanks a million=)...
has been studying hard.
did i mention studying hard..
hahah..
i guess more of like..
this few days has been going out alot to study..
more of the going out..
everytime we wil ended up chatting and laughing..
damm..
take it for example.
today..
suppose to be study circuits.
we ended up taking long break at the cafe.
having nice tea.
but at least i did like say.. 9 mcq and 3 questions. in like.. 4 hours?!
shit mann..
i hope i won't regret this.
wanted to stop having fast food for one week..
i just can't do it..
lets see what did i have from wed till today.
wed- burger king.
thursday-bake rice.
friday-cannot remember.. i think cavana?
saturday- kfc..
sunday- Hans.
monday- chickenrice.
today- carls' junior.
oh mann..
see how much i spent.
thats only dinner..
excluding the tea, small lil bites.
mann..
and with such diet..
i bet i can't lose weight but gain more..
damm..
shall really watch my diet.
corin is really doing so.
my cambodia trip really clashes with the imf.
mann..
i tot it was on the 15.
shall see if i try to push a few days away=)).
PRAY HARD!!!
tomorrow will be the last paper..
YAY!!!
can't wait to go and watch the break-up.
oh yar..
i got my cold play album.
=)
alright then..
shall update soon
thanks for the CD.
didn't expect that from u though.
so sweet of u and thanks a million=)
Saturday, August 19, 2006 | Saturday, August 19, 2006
went for parade.
sometimes i really wonder..
isit GOd's plan to continue GB 13th coy.
today..
the number of girls who turn up is almost equals to the number of officers.
i guess i was rather negative about this issue.
but when i saw how cherlyn was so excited about the games they plan for the birthday celebration.
and how joleen pester me to join in the games.
and how karen went crazy with zoe in trying to seperate two stuck cup.
i was more sure of continueing the company.
i dun mind serving..
esp when its for God.
but sometimes.
it's really disheartening to hear from those graduating girls that
"i dun think i wan to come back, i wan to work and earn big money"
i know it is very tempting.
esp when all ur frens are able to earn lot'sa money
and buy lot'sa stuff they like.
and the things they say to u. " u have graduated already.. why u still wan to go back to serve."
i confess i have that thought too..
i wanted to dye my hair.
i wanted to spent my saturday with my frens and family.
i want to work and buy lot'sa stuff i like.
but..
i chose to stay and serve.
its really a heartening to see the smile on the girls faces.
really.
i guess its not just a cca, its more like a family to me.
taking care of one another.
have great fun together.
so whatever God's will is.
i guess i would follow.
i trust that he'll give me the strenght.
counting down about 34hrs to my cprog paper.
i hate it.
so demoralised after the two paper now..
oh ya..
i manage to squeeze out sometime to go for the misson trip!
yay!!!
so happy..
so i'll go with them on the 12.
and fly back alone on the 15.
hopefully.
i can make it on time for my imf on the 15.
shall pray hard and see how HE leads.
see see see.
HE really answered my prayer=)
wee~!!
just now went to peep at mel's blog.
and realise that she is constantly reading mine too=)
so honoured to have my name mention there again and again..
MELISSA!!: if u are peeping this once again. and happen to read this..
can u send me the pictures we took during our training. i've been waiting for like 54365363256 days for u to go online..
and so~
i manage to grab one picture from her blog=)
me and zoe.
trying out a new stunt.
he and she seemed pretty happy with each other.
am i suppose to consider this a blessing.?!
am i??
what if ur close fren tell u that he likes u?
when u least expect that from him?
and ask he for something u dunno if u shud give.
sometimes its really not wise to keep a close relationship with a guy.
or is it possible to have a really good guy fren.
or maybe shalln't treat them too nice~...
sometimes i really wonder..
isit GOd's plan to continue GB 13th coy.
today..
the number of girls who turn up is almost equals to the number of officers.
i guess i was rather negative about this issue.
but when i saw how cherlyn was so excited about the games they plan for the birthday celebration.
and how joleen pester me to join in the games.
and how karen went crazy with zoe in trying to seperate two stuck cup.
i was more sure of continueing the company.
i dun mind serving..
esp when its for God.
but sometimes.
it's really disheartening to hear from those graduating girls that
"i dun think i wan to come back, i wan to work and earn big money"
i know it is very tempting.
esp when all ur frens are able to earn lot'sa money
and buy lot'sa stuff they like.
and the things they say to u. " u have graduated already.. why u still wan to go back to serve."
i confess i have that thought too..
i wanted to dye my hair.
i wanted to spent my saturday with my frens and family.
i want to work and buy lot'sa stuff i like.
but..
i chose to stay and serve.
its really a heartening to see the smile on the girls faces.
really.
i guess its not just a cca, its more like a family to me.
taking care of one another.
have great fun together.
so whatever God's will is.
i guess i would follow.
i trust that he'll give me the strenght.
counting down about 34hrs to my cprog paper.
i hate it.
so demoralised after the two paper now..
oh ya..
i manage to squeeze out sometime to go for the misson trip!
yay!!!
so happy..
so i'll go with them on the 12.
and fly back alone on the 15.
hopefully.
i can make it on time for my imf on the 15.
shall pray hard and see how HE leads.
see see see.
HE really answered my prayer=)
wee~!!
just now went to peep at mel's blog.
and realise that she is constantly reading mine too=)
so honoured to have my name mention there again and again..
MELISSA!!: if u are peeping this once again. and happen to read this..
can u send me the pictures we took during our training. i've been waiting for like 54365363256 days for u to go online..
and so~
i manage to grab one picture from her blog=)
me and zoe.
trying out a new stunt.
he and she seemed pretty happy with each other.
am i suppose to consider this a blessing.?!
am i??
what if ur close fren tell u that he likes u?
when u least expect that from him?
and ask he for something u dunno if u shud give.
sometimes its really not wise to keep a close relationship with a guy.
or is it possible to have a really good guy fren.
or maybe shalln't treat them too nice~
Thursday, August 17, 2006 | Thursday, August 17, 2006
engineering material.
disappointed and angry with myself.
the whole of section b..
i manage to do like 15 marks.
oh mann..
what have i got myself into=(
2 more years of engineering..
gosh..
2 more paper to go.
computer programming..
my nightmare..
and e tech..
i wonder why my results are like getting from bad to worst
i thought my studies ain't that bad..
i thought=)
dumb ass~...
disappointed and angry with myself.
the whole of section b..
i manage to do like 15 marks.
oh mann..
what have i got myself into=(
2 more years of engineering..
gosh..
2 more paper to go.
computer programming..
my nightmare..
and e tech..
i wonder why my results are like getting from bad to worst
i thought my studies ain't that bad..
i thought=)
dumb ass~
Wednesday, August 16, 2006 | Wednesday, August 16, 2006
I THOUGHT I LOVE MATH
it made me think twice after the paper.
i though i study hard for it.
screw the damm paper.
argg!!!
lets hope that tomorrow's paper will be easy..
thinking of cutting my hair short.
shall i?!...
it made me think twice after the paper.
i though i study hard for it.
screw the damm paper.
argg!!!
lets hope that tomorrow's paper will be easy..
thinking of cutting my hair short.
shall i?!
Monday, August 14, 2006 | Monday, August 14, 2006
woohoo!!
the weekends were well spent!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to my dearest cuzzi, MANDY=)
shalln't share much..
picture spells a thousand words!!
its her 21st birthday..
we must really let her enjoy it=)
and i'm quite sure we did a good job..
this is wad really happen!!!..
isn't she pretty?!
u wan real diasater..
try putting the four of us together!!! hahaha
wanna make things spicier!!
try this 5!!
then we went to wild wild wet.
and i did alot of dumb things there..
we dress up for the party!!
and had lot'sa fun=)
we almost got drunk.
no no ..
cassie got drunk and started laughing non-stop.
gosh!
i still look normal.
check out the colour of their faces!!
isn't he sexy??
thats my 'lovable' dearie!
the sugarily angle.
sweet aren't she?!
my pretty lil niece=)
___________________________
just now went to watch 'click'
another great show.
i'll give it a 4.5/5
touching.. funny.. meaningful show!!
must watch=)
tomorrow will be my first paper.
pray hard tonight!!=)...
the weekends were well spent!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to my dearest cuzzi, MANDY=)
shalln't share much..
picture spells a thousand words!!
its her 21st birthday..
we must really let her enjoy it=)
and i'm quite sure we did a good job..
this is wad really happen!!!..
isn't she pretty?!
u wan real diasater..
try putting the four of us together!!! hahaha
wanna make things spicier!!
try this 5!!
then we went to wild wild wet.
and i did alot of dumb things there..
we dress up for the party!!
and had lot'sa fun=)
we almost got drunk.
no no ..
cassie got drunk and started laughing non-stop.
gosh!
i still look normal.
check out the colour of their faces!!
isn't he sexy??
thats my 'lovable' dearie!
the sugarily angle.
sweet aren't she?!
my pretty lil niece=)
___________________________
just now went to watch 'click'
another great show.
i'll give it a 4.5/5
touching.. funny.. meaningful show!!
must watch=)
tomorrow will be my first paper.
pray hard tonight!!=)
Wednesday, August 09, 2006 | Wednesday, August 09, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!
its been like 5 days ever since i've updated my blog..
on saturday..
had my imf training..
stage 3.
and i'm glad to say that..
no more training!!!
its really a torture to sit in there and listen from 8 to 3.
its really crazy..
training suppose to end at 5.
since it ended early.
and the firework display start at 9.
we decided to go somewhere first.
after the training.
went to pasir ris.
whenever i go there.
i'll never ever fail to get myself the
"super DUPER yummy puff".
its really like once in a while thingy.
first thing is..
its super duper far.
and how often would i go to pasir ris.
but soon.. this friday..
i'll be going there again.
yeah!!!
then to changi beach with ian and les.
almost wanted to go phula ubin.
maybe some other days.
the fireworks at night was awesome!
the italians really did a good job=)
went to watch the firework again.
yesterday..
didn't know that singporean is that capable of doing up such a nice display!
amazing.
then went for electrico's concert by the bay.
the drummer is duper!
the keyboardist is gorgeous!
the guitarist is talent!
the whole band is great.
except for the one playing the base.
hahah.. not that he didnt play well.
its just that maybe he shud stop telling joke.
just making a fool out of himself.
shalln't talk too much..
cos i dun think i'm that humorous too! =P
reach home at around 1 plus.
woke up at 6.30.
knew that i'll sure be late.
so took a cab down again.
i must really strike cab out of my transportation list.
gosh..
can u imagine how much i'll be able to save if i dun take cab.
my precious finally perform and get it over and done with.
yeah!
its not their best.
but cannot expect too much.
they took 3 days to learn and practice.
they did well!
and do me proud=)
thumbs up!
check out the pictures we took.!!
counting down 6 more days to my exam.
damm..
i foresee disaster.
friday.. saturday.. sunday.. i'll be at chalet having great fun.
so i'm practically left with tomorrow to study..
i dread going to school.
i
check out my precious in their cheerlead uniform!!
singapore workout! gosh.. so national day.. hahah
this is Joanne.
caught unaware!
The youngest.
enjoying themselves
nice back??!
award of participation!
awesome!
my dearies
aren't they sexy?! hahahah.
...
its been like 5 days ever since i've updated my blog..
on saturday..
had my imf training..
stage 3.
and i'm glad to say that..
no more training!!!
its really a torture to sit in there and listen from 8 to 3.
its really crazy..
training suppose to end at 5.
since it ended early.
and the firework display start at 9.
we decided to go somewhere first.
after the training.
went to pasir ris.
whenever i go there.
i'll never ever fail to get myself the
"super DUPER yummy puff".
its really like once in a while thingy.
first thing is..
its super duper far.
and how often would i go to pasir ris.
but soon.. this friday..
i'll be going there again.
yeah!!!
then to changi beach with ian and les.
almost wanted to go phula ubin.
maybe some other days.
the fireworks at night was awesome!
the italians really did a good job=)
went to watch the firework again.
yesterday..
didn't know that singporean is that capable of doing up such a nice display!
amazing.
then went for electrico's concert by the bay.
the drummer is duper!
the keyboardist is gorgeous!
the guitarist is talent!
the whole band is great.
except for the one playing the base.
hahah.. not that he didnt play well.
its just that maybe he shud stop telling joke.
just making a fool out of himself.
shalln't talk too much..
reach home at around 1 plus.
woke up at 6.30.
knew that i'll sure be late.
so took a cab down again.
i must really strike cab out of my transportation list.
gosh..
can u imagine how much i'll be able to save if i dun take cab.
my precious finally perform and get it over and done with.
yeah!
its not their best.
but cannot expect too much.
they took 3 days to learn and practice.
they did well!
and do me proud=)
thumbs up!
check out the pictures we took.!!
counting down 6 more days to my exam.
damm..
i foresee disaster.
friday.. saturday.. sunday.. i'll be at chalet having great fun.
so i'm practically left with tomorrow to study..
i dread going to school.
i
check out my precious in their cheerlead uniform!!
singapore workout! gosh.. so national day.. hahah
this is Joanne.
caught unaware!
The youngest.
enjoying themselves
nice back??!
award of participation!
awesome!
my dearies
aren't they sexy?! hahahah.
Friday, August 04, 2006 | Friday, August 04, 2006
1 1/2 yrs ago.
She and her frens were at sentosa..
having great fun.
then saw Him there with his frens.
He decided to join her as he was quite bored.
thats when they started.
exchange number.
They sms each other.
call each other.
go out together.
were very closed.
He send her a nice song.
she love it.
one day when he accompany her home.
he gave her something.
the album with that song inside.
she was very happy.
she felt something for him.
but didn't wan to be with him b'cos he's not a christain.
then she ask him to go to church together with her.
he went for a few times.
her frens hated her being around him.
didn't talk to her.
ignore her.
she almost break down.
he told her.
all she need is him.
she dun really need her frens.
they started dating.
watch movie.
on her birthday.
he made a puzzle for her.
she was very touched.
on her birthday.
he gave her a kiss.
her feelings for him became much stronger.
She watch him play his match.
He wait for her after school.
he wakes up early to go breakfast together with her.
she thought it would last.
she thought.
She gave him a surprise on his birthday.
invites his frens over.
made him a cake.
he bought her her fav jacket.
she tot it would last.
they spent almost every single day together.
as if they only have each other.
she tot it would last.
they study hard together.
hoping that both could make it into the same poly.
She tot he had forgotten her.
how stupid.
young and stupid.
now it has all ended.
each living their own life.
she tries very hard to forget him.
and she is.
now she has decided to forget him.
today..
and never to think about it again.
and start everything anew.
make sure she herself is happy.
she will take down their pictures.
pack the things they once precious.
and never look back.
now..
she have great frens around her.
making sure that she won't get herself into a relationship soon.
she really believes that fairytale is just a story.
a story.
maybe someday her prince charming will appear.
maybe.
The end.
___________________________________
i've been trying to concentrade the whole day today.
thinking that forcing myself to study will help.
the whole day.
i only manage to finish 2 chapters.
home is really not a good place to study.
why am i put in such a family.
i know its for a good reason.
why am i suppose to be the one worrying about the family.
why not her.
why did i worry so much.
the whole day.
i sat in kitchen.
trying to study.
when i see her playing her computer.
i felt so sad.
why is her life like this.
sometimes i really hate staying at home.
seeing the both of them.
feel so useless.
sometimes.
i would feel so angry..
so much that i wan to move out.
rather be alone.
i know i can't
maybe i'm a perfectionist.
wan to have a perfect family.
wan everything to be nice and pleasant.
maybe i shud work harder.
or maybe i shudn't stress myself too much.
maybe..
wadever~
i'm still ok!...
She and her frens were at sentosa..
having great fun.
then saw Him there with his frens.
He decided to join her as he was quite bored.
thats when they started.
exchange number.
They sms each other.
call each other.
go out together.
were very closed.
He send her a nice song.
she love it.
one day when he accompany her home.
he gave her something.
the album with that song inside.
she was very happy.
she felt something for him.
but didn't wan to be with him b'cos he's not a christain.
then she ask him to go to church together with her.
he went for a few times.
her frens hated her being around him.
didn't talk to her.
ignore her.
she almost break down.
he told her.
all she need is him.
she dun really need her frens.
they started dating.
watch movie.
on her birthday.
he made a puzzle for her.
she was very touched.
on her birthday.
he gave her a kiss.
her feelings for him became much stronger.
She watch him play his match.
He wait for her after school.
he wakes up early to go breakfast together with her.
she thought it would last.
she thought.
She gave him a surprise on his birthday.
invites his frens over.
made him a cake.
he bought her her fav jacket.
she tot it would last.
they spent almost every single day together.
as if they only have each other.
she tot it would last.
they study hard together.
hoping that both could make it into the same poly.
She tot he had forgotten her.
how stupid.
young and stupid.
now it has all ended.
each living their own life.
she tries very hard to forget him.
and she is.
now she has decided to forget him.
today..
and never to think about it again.
and start everything anew.
make sure she herself is happy.
she will take down their pictures.
pack the things they once precious.
and never look back.
now..
she have great frens around her.
making sure that she won't get herself into a relationship soon.
she really believes that fairytale is just a story.
a story.
maybe someday her prince charming will appear.
maybe.
The end.
___________________________________
i've been trying to concentrade the whole day today.
thinking that forcing myself to study will help.
the whole day.
i only manage to finish 2 chapters.
home is really not a good place to study.
why am i put in such a family.
i know its for a good reason.
why am i suppose to be the one worrying about the family.
why not her.
why did i worry so much.
the whole day.
i sat in kitchen.
trying to study.
when i see her playing her computer.
i felt so sad.
why is her life like this.
sometimes i really hate staying at home.
seeing the both of them.
feel so useless.
sometimes.
i would feel so angry..
so much that i wan to move out.
rather be alone.
i know i can't
maybe i'm a perfectionist.
wan to have a perfect family.
wan everything to be nice and pleasant.
maybe i shud work harder.
or maybe i shudn't stress myself too much.
maybe..
wadever~
i'm still ok!
Wednesday, August 02, 2006 | Wednesday, August 02, 2006
The upset Yvonne hereby declare
" I FELT BEING CHEATED!"
dammn!!!
@#$@#!%##$
wad shud i say
i tot its wasnt her fault!
damm..
wth..
how can one whom i consider fren do such things to me!
how can she!
i felt so dumb even starting that damm relationship
chel ask me to be prepared.
i know..
i'm trying..
i tot i'm alright..
shit mann..
i think its slowing building inside..
God shall take charge.
mayeb they won't be together..
maybe..
i thought i've given it up already..
yar..
i thought.
shall see..
damm..
___________________________
cheerlead was good..
didn't thought that they would learn that fast.
just got to brush up their movement and stunts.
yup..
i shud learn to be MORE positive..
bless them..
pray for them..
not cursing them..
getting upset..
wads the point..
i'll try...
try..
people ask " why do u express ur feelings on blog?? seeking attention?"
i'm not sure either..
it depends on how u think about it.
for me..
i just like expressing myself this way..
so that i dun have to tell people over and over again wads happening.
maybe~
today in cell..
i learn that..
we shudnt be too concern about what people say about u.
we shudn't expect praises from people when u do something good.
ultimately.
we shud be wanting a praise from the big guy up there. =)
and tell u " well done my girl"
yeah..
shall update soon.
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before...
" I FELT BEING CHEATED!"
dammn!!!
@#$@#!%##$
wad shud i say
i tot its wasnt her fault!
damm..
wth..
how can one whom i consider fren do such things to me!
how can she!
i felt so dumb even starting that damm relationship
chel ask me to be prepared.
i know..
i'm trying..
i tot i'm alright..
shit mann..
i think its slowing building inside..
God shall take charge.
mayeb they won't be together..
maybe..
i thought i've given it up already..
yar..
i thought.
shall see..
damm..
___________________________
cheerlead was good..
didn't thought that they would learn that fast.
just got to brush up their movement and stunts.
yup..
i shud learn to be MORE positive..
bless them..
pray for them..
not cursing them..
getting upset..
wads the point..
i'll try...
try..
people ask " why do u express ur feelings on blog?? seeking attention?"
i'm not sure either..
it depends on how u think about it.
for me..
i just like expressing myself this way..
so that i dun have to tell people over and over again wads happening.
maybe~
today in cell..
i learn that..
we shudnt be too concern about what people say about u.
we shudn't expect praises from people when u do something good.
ultimately.
we shud be wanting a praise from the big guy up there. =)
and tell u " well done my girl"
yeah..
shall update soon.
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before