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Monday, February 28, 2005 | Monday, February 28, 2005
the day after Luda's and jia ying's wedding
Congrats to the both of u!!!
she is B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L~
He is S-W-E-E-T..
he sang this song that is really touching to her..
she was surprise~
Yup~

Maine:
dream on for the precious moment thing mann..
haha.. XD
Unless i get one too.. haha..
i wan that musician series one..

didn't go to the match yesterday..
they lost..
guess they can't do without me.. hahazz.. JK
anyway..
was really excited about it
and
was rushing down..
but he rain so i went home instead..
i got this jersey number 14
either 6 or 14..
hope that i can really play and train on it..
SOCCER RULZ mann.. haha..
Alex wan to put me as striker ytd..
cos if i be in defends.. sure lose .. haha..

alright...
shall stop here.. will blog asaic (as soon as i can)

Put ur past behind and start a new life~
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Sunday, February 27, 2005 | Sunday, February 27, 2005
26022005
A Moment to Remember
Met outside this seven eleven..
Sweet couple..
rare guy..
persisting love..
tragic ending..
unrealistic Love Story..

This show reallt touches me..
i almost cried..
maine and chel did..
i guess my heart is dead to this kind of things..
am i?
i don wan to be..
the both of them have wonderful memories of being together..
sweet loving Love life..
the guys was caring..
rare one..
but the girl got this sickness..
rare sickness..
where she'll forget things..
but the guy didn't mind..
and wants to be with hte girl till she die..
yup..

this story made me realise the inportance of memories..
i used to tell suling how i wish i could forget everything..
forget those times i had with him..
cos .. it seems to be tatoo in my mind..
i hate it..
but now..
having memories isn't a bad idea after all..
yup..

going for wedding service..
first time attending church wedding..
kinda excited..
yup..
alright..
will blog soon..
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Thursday, February 24, 2005 | Thursday, February 24, 2005
23th of march
it have been like
a century ever sice i've blog..
too busy lately..
lots of test coming up..
very tired..

but this week has been great..
simply.. easily passing..
not bad times for me..
went for chalet on the 19th..
it was FUN~
haha..
really enjoy myself
although the room was like..
small~and i only manage to get to rest at 5am..
me and suling was very tired..
but that liang an was lying on that bed
"faking" not to hear us..
then suling was like doing CPR on him..shouting at him.. slapping him but no use..
so i decided to shake his stomach..
haha.. then he wake up..
He did play at the beach..
he used to tell me things like he don like sadn and stuff..
i was actually pissed off and wanting to punch him in his face when..
when he ask me and yun to go away as we was not good in soccer..
ungentlemanly~
but yun manage to cool me down..
haha

finally saw alex's girlfren..
not bad~
they still tell me that she is ugly..
and she commented something strange..
haha
she say thar i am FIERCE
haha...
nobody say this to me before..
u can ask maine~
haha.. i guess she know me better(maine.. don lie~ : p )

yesterday went slacking with ting.. jo.. and chel..
we had lot'sa fun..
we crap things and say things that really L.M.A.O
stupid jo still say wad reborning those hair..
then ting was like telling us her braWearinglogy..
the whole mosburger was like flooded with our laughter..
i guess everyone heard us..
haha..
malu mann..
the four of us thinking of buying bikini..
i wanted to roxy white one..
but they said white is not a very good idea..
and the more..
i might not be able to fit..
haha..
shall work harder..

alright..
i guess i'll blog again once i'm able to..
off~
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005 | Wednesday, February 16, 2005
the day after valentines
yesterday..
valentines day..
jo was bais..
gave me a card..
yun and sl got a letter and a sand..
UNFAIR~
haha..
Jo:
u promised to give me one ya~
dun forget..(end)
saw alot of couples yesterday..
either hugging bears..
or holding on to flowers..
haiz..
JEALOUS~[sinful]
haha
forgiveness pls~
Amen~
went to yuwen's house yesterday..
his mom was fierce..
dun wan him to go for movie..
so he didn't go wif us..
went to watch seoul raider..
nice show..
those korean girls talk like .. .. ..
haha.. dunno how to describe~
sexy?.. No..
assence.. No..
i dunno..
shud go and watch it..
then reach home late..
slept late..
then...
~da dang~
in the morining i got swollen eyes..
but before that i already felt the pain for like two days already..
then didn't go to school today..
yup..

i guess my life is getting better..
thank God for the prayers answered..
mom is talking to me more..
so is he..
i guess..
maybe frens might be a better choice for us..
yup..

alright.. end here..
will blog as soon as i can
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| Wednesday, February 16, 2005
the day after valentines
yesterday..
valentines day..
jo was bais..
gave me a card..
yun and sl got a letter and a sand..
UNFAIR~
haha..
Jo:
u promised to give me one ya~
dun forget..(end)
saw alot of couples yesterday..
either hugging bears..
or holding on to flowers..
haiz..
JEALOUS~[sinful]
haha
forgiveness pls~
Amen~
went to yuwen's house yesterday..
his mom was fierce..
dun wan him to go for movie..
so he didn't go wif us..
went to watch seoul raider..
nice show..
those korean girls talk like .. .. ..
haha.. dunno how to describe~
sexy?.. No..
assence.. No..
i dunno..
shud go and watch it..
then reach home late..
slept late..
then...
~da dang~
in the morining i got swollen eyes..
but before that i already felt the pain for like two days already..
then didn't go to school today..
yup..

i guess my life is getting better..
thank God for the prayers answered..
mom is talking to me more..
so is he..
i guess..
maybe frens might be a better choice for us..
yup..

alright.. end here..
will blog as soon as i can
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Wednesday, February 09, 2005 | Wednesday, February 09, 2005
New Year Eve
finally the long awaited chinese new year comes..
so won't be blogging this few days..
yup..
excited about tomorrow..
really hope this new year is enjoyable..
still not decided if i shud go school on fri..
mrs lau says she's goanna report us to the DM
if we not coming..
sickening..
haiz..
wadever it is..
i jus wan to enjoy myself..

read jo's blog jus now...
she was like :
to all violent gurlz..
i love you girls.. .. .. ..
yup..
i love u girls too..
really precious the time we had together..
those crazy memories..
those violent.. unbearable behaviour..
those thicks and thins..
those sweet and bitter memories..
unforgettable..

having reunoin dinner later..
its like six thirty now..
but my aunts and uncle not here yet..
hungry..

tomorrow will be the start of the collection
of ang bao.. haha..
yup..
really looking forward to eat..
can doll up..
can enjoy snacks..
soft drinks..
haha..
i guess i better watch my diet..

the more sian part of new year will be the gambling and stuff..
sure they'll..
but i guess i'll jus sit aside and look...
got to glorify Him this new year..
yup..

alright..
will stop here..
Happy New Year..

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Monday, February 07, 2005 | Monday, February 07, 2005
6th feb 2005
they guys lost that match..
but its ok..
they tried their best..

i'm starting to doubt people around me..
why are they strange..
why can't they be true..
how many times they wan to hide..
isn't that tiring..
people that u used to trust most usually disappoint u..
why..
maybe true real frens are really dif to find..
sisters are jus names..

i'm really tired and sick of those 'real'.. 'true' sister thing..
liars..

its seems like a routine for me to play soccer every saturday..
really enjoyed it..
i guess maybe i shud excerise more..
got to maintain..

chinese new year will be a few more days away..
excited..
hope it'll be fun..
jus packes up my whole room..
tiring..
how the **** did i dirty my room..
haha..
oops~

school again tomorrow..
mic ask me out..
viven is going also..
long time never catch up already..
ever since the last regional camp..
will be going out with maine also..
still thinking if i shud go for medicure..
short of money..
i almost spent like hundreds within a month..
thats sick..

alright..
will blog soon..
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Thursday, February 03, 2005 | Thursday, February 03, 2005
2nd Feb
Here i go again,
standing in ur arms again.
Here i go again,
smiling when u walk away.

Me love to be,
Me love to be,
Me love to be,
To be where u are.

Here i go again,
to see our smiling days
Here you go again,
forgetting what we've said.

And u jus walk away..
away from our smiling days..
and i don wan to be far..
away from where u are..

And i don wan to be far,
i don wan to be far,
i don wan to be far,
i jus wan to be where u are.

this song is meaningful.
i reflected on it.
pondering on it if i were the same as that girl.
i hate to be near him,
but yet doesn't wan to be far.
strange.

school was so-so.
i got my leg bandanged
everybody's reaction was..
what happen to u..
esp jes,
she was like
V0n.. What Happen to u!!!
i guess she cared.
jia sheng was more funny..
say what..
i see u like that heart pain..
but jus kidding only..
haha..
was like laughing all the way..
i'm ok..
jus some old injury..

Our school won deyi..
3-0
they scored three goals only on the second half..
their morale went up after the first goal.
WELL DONE GUYS..
yea~
jia sheng was like tall and great..
still dive and roll on the field some more..
raymond was like wise..
he dribble the ball thru 2 defender..
shuai mann.. haha..
but the penalty was bad..
they missed two penalty..
shud ask raymond to take it ..
the two guys was like kicking so soft.. they keeper got hold of the ball easily..
i was like OH MY~
haha..
but at least u all did well
keep it up..
they having match with naval base tomorrow..
all the best..
will be there to support u all..
yea~
very excited about tomorrow..
didn't go for bowling because i wanted to go and see match..
haha..

alright..
stop here..
will blog soon..


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Wednesday, February 02, 2005 | Wednesday, February 02, 2005
01 Feb 2005
Slowly the leaves of memories fall.
Slowly i gather and pick them all.
cos today tomorrow and my whole life thru.
i will cherish and love a girl like U.
Conclusion~ Rubbish

Jus like wad hui ting told me..
guys can simply use their sweet words to win over our heart
i don understand..
maybe girls are jus to soft hearted..
maybe i jus need to harden my heart
why did i take up this relationship that will leave a scare in my heart..
all my hopes in this relationship jus gone..
maybe i shud really jus get over with it..
i really hate it to have to se him everyday..
and hearing people around me telling me about him..
i hate it..
i tot i could forget him..
i tot..
i tot it's ok and i'm strong..
i'm trying..
jes's story really make me feel that there's no really the kinda of tru guy ..
those really nice and sweet guy that would keep their promise..
i mean really keep promise..
not breaking them after being together for long..
The poem i type was one guy who said to have loved me..
but in the end..
.. .. ..

i dunno..
maybe i shud really look around CAREFULLY first berfore falling for it..
maybe i shud...
Wadever~..

thinking of forming a girls soccer team..
but.. no time to train also..
haha..
too bad i guess..
somemore basic requirement is 5 km..
i dunno if i can finish it without stopping also..

looking forward to the chalet..
looking forward to look at alex's girlfren..
hope he'll be serious with her..
he better..

alright..
will blog soon..


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