you can never guess who is her favourite footballer.
i have to say,this best friend of mine really don't look at the outward appearance at all!
he's tall, dark but nothing close to handsome.
in fact,he looks abit like michael from shin!
YES,it's DIDA!
goodness, what weird unique
taste.
Sher: see!!! how bad u are!
i'm goanna curse Zidane soon=(
so she thinks that dida is not good looking..
but alright.. cos i hope she won't get charm by him and get him away from me..
hahaha
just like i won't fall for ZIDANE! hahah..
okok!
i better dun make this sound like a war=)
peace alright!
i hope zidane will enjoy his retirement=P
i hope she won't see this.. heheh!
| Tuesday, May 30, 2006
everything is wonderful now?
Finally one load off my shoulder ...
The revision of e.materials is killing me mann...
i can't get it into my head.. i dunno why..
i really need to study real hard..
got two more test to go.
c.prog which i got no idea.
and workshop practice theory.
i hope i will still have the strength to carry on..
i still got to memories the verses.. its 11 now..
gosh.. and i am weak in memoriesing stuff..
God.. can u just bless me with the few memory brain cell..
just one or two more.. please~
i better be studying.
but i know i better not stress myself up.
cos i'll sure get sick..
like yesterday night..
so.. yesterday i took about 3 panadols.
hahah
2 pink and 1 white.
i really hope that i can just pass all my modules..
thats not alot to ask for right..
anyway...
ian and gang has been planning to go hongkong together..
but now i seems like they wan to change it to maldives.
yar..
if they really planned to go..
i guess i've got to work my ass off..
yupp..
today was great!
i had my test and i did not cheat!
yeah=)
okk.. i better get myself to study..
anyway.. still considering i shud go to school tomorrow..
cos my tomorrow will be super pack and i dun think i'll have enough time to study..
wad shud i do..
i'm having headache again..
so.. will post soon i guess..
and jes: thanks for ur present.. love it!...
The revision of e.materials is killing me mann...
i can't get it into my head.. i dunno why..
i really need to study real hard..
got two more test to go.
c.prog which i got no idea.
and workshop practice theory.
i hope i will still have the strength to carry on..
i still got to memories the verses.. its 11 now..
gosh.. and i am weak in memoriesing stuff..
God.. can u just bless me with the few memory brain cell..
just one or two more.. please~
i better be studying.
but i know i better not stress myself up.
cos i'll sure get sick..
like yesterday night..
so.. yesterday i took about 3 panadols.
hahah
2 pink and 1 white.
i really hope that i can just pass all my modules..
thats not alot to ask for right..
anyway...
ian and gang has been planning to go hongkong together..
but now i seems like they wan to change it to maldives.
yar..
if they really planned to go..
i guess i've got to work my ass off..
yupp..
today was great!
i had my test and i did not cheat!
yeah=)
okk.. i better get myself to study..
anyway.. still considering i shud go to school tomorrow..
cos my tomorrow will be super pack and i dun think i'll have enough time to study..
wad shud i do..
i'm having headache again..
so.. will post soon i guess..
and jes: thanks for ur present.. love it!
Sunday, May 28, 2006 | Sunday, May 28, 2006
alright!!
haven been blogging..
cos been busy..
as usual.. weekends are burn..
saturday.. rush for cheerlead training..
competition is coming really soon..
i hope the girls will do well.
our standard is realy bad..
gosh!
corin and family has finally moved..
haha..
so we are now really close..
i can fore-see my coming week will be super busy..
got 11 verse to memorise..
have to train up my girls..
and got to study real hard for my coming exam..
give me strength pls God!
i better get some rest..
and ya..
maine has just declare that i'm mrs dida and she is mrs zidane..
and i told her that if any one trys to take that status.. i'll bomb them.. hahah...
haven been blogging..
cos been busy..
as usual.. weekends are burn..
saturday.. rush for cheerlead training..
competition is coming really soon..
i hope the girls will do well.
our standard is realy bad..
gosh!
corin and family has finally moved..
haha..
so we are now really close..
i can fore-see my coming week will be super busy..
got 11 verse to memorise..
have to train up my girls..
and got to study real hard for my coming exam..
give me strength pls God!
i better get some rest..
and ya..
maine has just declare that i'm mrs dida and she is mrs zidane..
and i told her that if any one trys to take that status.. i'll bomb them.. hahah
Sunday, May 21, 2006 | Sunday, May 21, 2006
Thank God for helping me thru..
I tot the bbq will screw up..
and the guys who went to play pool instead of helping..
maybe i shudn't expect too much from the guys..
but i thank God for sending me angels=))
thanks to my beloved sher, velle, J.c..
thank u for sacrificing ur studying time and s'pore idol.. =))
appreciated!
hope caleb like what we planned for him..
really aprreciate wad he had done for gliderz..
always there to help and be that mr nice.
today was a long day..
indeed!
was kind of pissed when i ask him to go for service and he complain that he was tired!
idiot!
when i was ask to go for a christian conference thingy..
i was very reluctant..
firsty is because of the cost..
i am like paying 180 for church camp..
and now i need to pay 60 bucks for the conference..
gosh..
but come to think of it..
$60.. i'll just have to scarifices shopping..
imagine how much HE has scarifices for me..
its nothing compare to it!
then is the venue and the whole duration of the conference..
the whole conference will take a week..
monday to friday will be 3 hrs in the evening..
and weekends will be one whole day..
i got to commit one whole week..
gosh..
means i got to stop working for a week..
but i shud know..
thi kind of opportunity i dun always get it..
i can always work..
yup..
today in service..
i've learn that i shud be a star for Jesus..
I always love this song:
Be a star for Jesus.
Bright morning star,
my Jesus Christ.
the giver of light,
Ur light shine on me,
one very night.
Giving me hope, and giving me love,
u show me how to live as Ur child
With all of my heart, I thank you Lord for being my star.
The world in sin and darkness live
With doubt and with fear in blindness
they search for truth and love
Open my eyes to see those in need
Lord touch my heart to love as you love
I’ll be your instrument of love, O Lord use
me now .
And i'll be ur star, My Lord and king.
Brightly i'll shine for u each day.
Faithfully, small I may be
I’ll be your star at work, at play
Lord, grant me your strength, teach me your ways
To be your righteousness each day
So the world will see the light, you’ve placed in me.
so shall try to not complain about her..
and love her as much....
I tot the bbq will screw up..
and the guys who went to play pool instead of helping..
maybe i shudn't expect too much from the guys..
but i thank God for sending me angels=))
thanks to my beloved sher, velle, J.c..
thank u for sacrificing ur studying time and s'pore idol.. =))
appreciated!
hope caleb like what we planned for him..
really aprreciate wad he had done for gliderz..
always there to help and be that mr nice.
today was a long day..
indeed!
was kind of pissed when i ask him to go for service and he complain that he was tired!
idiot!
when i was ask to go for a christian conference thingy..
i was very reluctant..
firsty is because of the cost..
i am like paying 180 for church camp..
and now i need to pay 60 bucks for the conference..
gosh..
but come to think of it..
$60.. i'll just have to scarifices shopping..
imagine how much HE has scarifices for me..
its nothing compare to it!
then is the venue and the whole duration of the conference..
the whole conference will take a week..
monday to friday will be 3 hrs in the evening..
and weekends will be one whole day..
i got to commit one whole week..
gosh..
means i got to stop working for a week..
but i shud know..
thi kind of opportunity i dun always get it..
i can always work..
yup..
today in service..
i've learn that i shud be a star for Jesus..
I always love this song:
Be a star for Jesus.
Bright morning star,
my Jesus Christ.
the giver of light,
Ur light shine on me,
one very night.
Giving me hope, and giving me love,
u show me how to live as Ur child
With all of my heart, I thank you Lord for being my star.
The world in sin and darkness live
With doubt and with fear in blindness
they search for truth and love
Open my eyes to see those in need
Lord touch my heart to love as you love
I’ll be your instrument of love, O Lord use
me now .
And i'll be ur star, My Lord and king.
Brightly i'll shine for u each day.
Faithfully, small I may be
I’ll be your star at work, at play
Lord, grant me your strength, teach me your ways
To be your righteousness each day
So the world will see the light, you’ve placed in me.
so shall try to not complain about her..
and love her as much.
Saturday, May 20, 2006 | Saturday, May 20, 2006
i tot i would screw up the cheerlead training..
i shud have trusted God!!
i receive this message from a nice friend of mine and it reminded me that i shud have trusted HIM.
it says:
Let the morning sun recharge u
with tireless energy to go through the day.
Let God's providence be a reminder that
HE has prepared the best for u today.
God cares for U, becos he loves u very much
that u are very precious in his eyes=)
today went really fine..
cheerlead in the morning..
taught them the cheer.. practice their stunts and also taught them the cheer motions.. =)
straight after that was parade..
then i had drill session with the p4s.. guess wad.. only 3 turn up..
but i hope they've learn someting new today.
Nowadays people are getting far irresponsible..
cannot commit..
wads with them mann..
had fun in parade like i always do..
althought there was only three of them..
drill was as fun!
yesterday went out with my poly dearies..
reach home at around 11pm..
we've spent 12 hours in marina square and suntech..
can u imagine that..
not like working there for 12hrs.
but playing for twelve hrs..
really like them=))
we had so much fun..
poor mason had to leave for his family dinner.. and shamon had to leave for prayer meeting..
but atleast he wasn't those kind of irresponsible people.. =)
i'm praising him because he thinks that i'm a good girl.. heheh!!
we went to toy'r' us and had so much fun in there lar~
we were like fighting in side with some long and big soft thingy..
and ian threw a super hard and over pump basketball on my head.. argg..
but it was fun.. can u imagine a bunch of poly year-1 peeps doing that in there.. hahaha..
oh yar..
i did someting good again..
bert is quiting smorking!!! yeah!!!
and shamon is trying not to watch pirated vcds!! yeah!!!!
but i'll got to buy bert a dinner for that..
and thats like marche lar!
shudn't have mention that..
but i dun mind spending money on the right purpose..
heheh!
yesterday had a day of fun.. and it was really well spent..
when we went for dinner at mac..
we were like laughing till azly, bert, ian and leslie had tears in their eyes..
hahah..
and i think i'll sure have stomach muscle very soon if i hang around with the guys more..
hahah.....
i shud have trusted God!!
i receive this message from a nice friend of mine and it reminded me that i shud have trusted HIM.
it says:
Let the morning sun recharge u
with tireless energy to go through the day.
Let God's providence be a reminder that
HE has prepared the best for u today.
God cares for U, becos he loves u very much
that u are very precious in his eyes=)
today went really fine..
cheerlead in the morning..
taught them the cheer.. practice their stunts and also taught them the cheer motions.. =)
straight after that was parade..
then i had drill session with the p4s.. guess wad.. only 3 turn up..
but i hope they've learn someting new today.
Nowadays people are getting far irresponsible..
cannot commit..
wads with them mann..
had fun in parade like i always do..
althought there was only three of them..
drill was as fun!
yesterday went out with my poly dearies..
reach home at around 11pm..
we've spent 12 hours in marina square and suntech..
can u imagine that..
not like working there for 12hrs.
but playing for twelve hrs..
really like them=))
we had so much fun..
poor mason had to leave for his family dinner.. and shamon had to leave for prayer meeting..
but atleast he wasn't those kind of irresponsible people.. =)
i'm praising him because he thinks that i'm a good girl.. heheh!!
we went to toy'r' us and had so much fun in there lar~
we were like fighting in side with some long and big soft thingy..
and ian threw a super hard and over pump basketball on my head.. argg..
but it was fun.. can u imagine a bunch of poly year-1 peeps doing that in there.. hahaha..
oh yar..
i did someting good again..
bert is quiting smorking!!! yeah!!!
and shamon is trying not to watch pirated vcds!! yeah!!!!
but i'll got to buy bert a dinner for that..
and thats like marche lar!
shudn't have mention that..
but i dun mind spending money on the right purpose..
heheh!
yesterday had a day of fun.. and it was really well spent..
when we went for dinner at mac..
we were like laughing till azly, bert, ian and leslie had tears in their eyes..
hahah..
and i think i'll sure have stomach muscle very soon if i hang around with the guys more..
hahah..
Thursday, May 18, 2006 | Thursday, May 18, 2006
yesterday,
went out with mason they all to play pool and chill out..
guess wad! my tyco-ness has made mason they all think that my pool is good.. hahha.. can u imagine that, i can really anyhow hit and the ball will go into the hole.. hahahah..
then went to starbucks.. chat.. drink.. laugh.
i like that kind of life..
like ur friend will just call u out and ask if u wanna go chill out in a cafe or something.. away from the busy life.
rush back home.. then when for cell..
was super tired..
during cell, we talk bout how to spur one another in love.
then we talk about our negative side..
when it came to me..
i was told " von.. u are disobidient to God in some ways"
i know she is goin to say that.
i know for sure that God is not happy with me for being in a relationship with a guy who doesn't love him as much as i do..
but i'm trying hard to evanglise to him..
really..
i hope u see that God..
today..
didn't went to work..
cause was very tired..
finally i could take an hour to sleep when i reach home..
then wanted to relax myself abit.
then realise that cheerlead training will be on sat..
routine not really set yet.
i'm trying..
but the girls kept telling me they can't come..
giving me reasons that i dunno if its true..
atleast mel try to make a point to tell me she'll try to come..
i'm managing it alone..
i wonder how far will my strength bring me..
i just came out with some cheermovement and some stunts.
but i guess saturday will be a disappointing cheerleading practice..
i can imagine how pissed i'll be for the little turning up =(
i dread it!
then my bbq event is on sunday..
and things are still very not organise..
i guess i'm not a good organiser..
but i've tried and i'm tired..
plan the games.. the bbq..
send out the email..
plan out the bugert..
set the time..
gosh..
but thank God for brother caleb for helping me..
sorry for being that irresponsible..
for being so last minute..
i'm tired..
i have not revise my math..
test tomorrow..
my newspaper article will sure be rejected.. again!
gosh..
i'm looking forward to the fun tomorrow..
i really hope it'll be fun..
anyway..
he has decided not to continue his higher nitech..
he wants to retake his o'level and quit his nitech =(
wad can i say..
thats his choice..
i hope he can and will study hard for it..
so in the end..
he spent a few hundred on the school fees and decided to quit.
and register late for o'level which cost him 'bout 280 for 2 papaer..
i need strength..
oh yar..
arsernal lost..
idiot barca!
and dumb ref.
"tat was suppose to be a off side.! foul! not goal!!"
argg!!
life is too angry for me to get angry with..
its never fair..
gosh!!
found a something to describe my relation with him..
'beautiful disaster'
=) light of the world and salt of the earth!...
went out with mason they all to play pool and chill out..
guess wad! my tyco-ness has made mason they all think that my pool is good.. hahha.. can u imagine that, i can really anyhow hit and the ball will go into the hole.. hahahah..
then went to starbucks.. chat.. drink.. laugh.
i like that kind of life..
like ur friend will just call u out and ask if u wanna go chill out in a cafe or something.. away from the busy life.
rush back home.. then when for cell..
was super tired..
during cell, we talk bout how to spur one another in love.
then we talk about our negative side..
when it came to me..
i was told " von.. u are disobidient to God in some ways"
i know she is goin to say that.
i know for sure that God is not happy with me for being in a relationship with a guy who doesn't love him as much as i do..
but i'm trying hard to evanglise to him..
really..
i hope u see that God..
today..
didn't went to work..
cause was very tired..
finally i could take an hour to sleep when i reach home..
then wanted to relax myself abit.
then realise that cheerlead training will be on sat..
routine not really set yet.
i'm trying..
but the girls kept telling me they can't come..
giving me reasons that i dunno if its true..
atleast mel try to make a point to tell me she'll try to come..
i'm managing it alone..
i wonder how far will my strength bring me..
i just came out with some cheermovement and some stunts.
but i guess saturday will be a disappointing cheerleading practice..
i can imagine how pissed i'll be for the little turning up =(
i dread it!
then my bbq event is on sunday..
and things are still very not organise..
i guess i'm not a good organiser..
but i've tried and i'm tired..
plan the games.. the bbq..
send out the email..
plan out the bugert..
set the time..
gosh..
but thank God for brother caleb for helping me..
sorry for being that irresponsible..
for being so last minute..
i'm tired..
i have not revise my math..
test tomorrow..
my newspaper article will sure be rejected.. again!
gosh..
i'm looking forward to the fun tomorrow..
i really hope it'll be fun..
anyway..
he has decided not to continue his higher nitech..
he wants to retake his o'level and quit his nitech =(
wad can i say..
thats his choice..
i hope he can and will study hard for it..
so in the end..
he spent a few hundred on the school fees and decided to quit.
and register late for o'level which cost him 'bout 280 for 2 papaer..
i need strength..
oh yar..
arsernal lost..
idiot barca!
and dumb ref.
"tat was suppose to be a off side.! foul! not goal!!"
argg!!
life is too angry for me to get angry with..
its never fair..
gosh!!
found a something to describe my relation with him..
'beautiful disaster'
=) light of the world and salt of the earth!
Tuesday, May 16, 2006 | Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Happy belated Birthday to Chan yang!!
and Happy birthday to nicholas..
both are two really special friend of mine
our birthday is like 14,15,16 may.. =)
anyway.. i've finish watching 'a walk to remember'
was quite disappointed with the show,
the story in the story book are much more nicer..
atleast more precise of wad is happening..
yup..
But thanks alot to velle for buying me the dise.=)
shamon has been peeping my blog twice..
i guess b'cos he is not happy of me saying he watch pirated vcds..
hahahah!!
right shamon!?
k lar!
he s now a better men..
who DON"T watch it now..
i'm praising u b'cos u said that dida is a superman..
hahahah..
and he might be very much playing in the world cup!! yea!
so now brazil got higher chance of winning with him around..
but i still hope that england will win=))
i've been spending lesser time with God each day..
suppose to have cell tomorrow but cancelled.
cos initially i got to go for the youth flying club thingy,
but in the end cancelled..
so dun know if tomorrow will still have cell..
yupp..
i better dun forget to do my quiet time..
sorry daddy =(
barca will be playing with arsernal in two days time..
i predict that arsernal will win..
hahah
i hope my prediction will turn out true!!
hahah..
arsernal better win..
=))...
and Happy birthday to nicholas..
both are two really special friend of mine
our birthday is like 14,15,16 may.. =)
anyway.. i've finish watching 'a walk to remember'
was quite disappointed with the show,
the story in the story book are much more nicer..
atleast more precise of wad is happening..
yup..
But thanks alot to velle for buying me the dise.=)
shamon has been peeping my blog twice..
i guess b'cos he is not happy of me saying he watch pirated vcds..
hahahah!!
right shamon!?
k lar!
he s now a better men..
who DON"T watch it now..
i'm praising u b'cos u said that dida is a superman..
hahahah..
and he might be very much playing in the world cup!! yea!
so now brazil got higher chance of winning with him around..
but i still hope that england will win=))
i've been spending lesser time with God each day..
suppose to have cell tomorrow but cancelled.
cos initially i got to go for the youth flying club thingy,
but in the end cancelled..
so dun know if tomorrow will still have cell..
yupp..
i better dun forget to do my quiet time..
sorry daddy =(
barca will be playing with arsernal in two days time..
i predict that arsernal will win..
hahah
i hope my prediction will turn out true!!
hahah..
arsernal better win..
=))
Sunday, May 14, 2006 | Sunday, May 14, 2006
my dearest polymates!
...
| Sunday, May 14, 2006
i'm finally 18!!
happy birthday to me!
=)
yesterday was very busy..
invited alot of people to come..
really sorry if i got no time to accompany u all..
really sorry..
i got lot'sa gift..
and 3 from my wishlist..
the adidas white-green jacket(thanks dear)
the Guess wallet(thanks diana)
brickenstock (thanks to my brother and sis )
and of course alot of other gift.
i also love the england football-t from FCUK=)
maine they all once again didn't disappoint me..
i knew it!!
hahah..
Monster:
i really love ur present, really!
appriciated =)
esp the card u gave me.
my polyclassmates turn up..
really happy..
cos some live quite far..
like serangoon, bedok, kovan.
some of my 'good' friends who leave in smb and admiralty
didn't even bother to turn up.
wadever..
atleast jo, chel ,jing, xue turn up.
love u girls too..
today is mother day.
spent another 200+
bought a nice wallet for my mom and my dearest aunties.
cook them a nice dinner, which didn't turn up as nice.
hahahah..
atleast they know i tried.
i'm yawning,
i've not been studying after school hours
and could really understand wad the teacher is talking about in class..
really praying hard that i will have good results for term one.
i'm sure if i try my best, God wont disappoint me =)...
happy birthday to me!
=)
yesterday was very busy..
invited alot of people to come..
really sorry if i got no time to accompany u all..
really sorry..
i got lot'sa gift..
and 3 from my wishlist..
the adidas white-green jacket(thanks dear)
the Guess wallet(thanks diana)
brickenstock (thanks to my brother and sis )
and of course alot of other gift.
i also love the england football-t from FCUK=)
maine they all once again didn't disappoint me..
i knew it!!
hahah..
Monster:
i really love ur present, really!
appriciated =)
esp the card u gave me.
my polyclassmates turn up..
really happy..
cos some live quite far..
like serangoon, bedok, kovan.
some of my 'good' friends who leave in smb and admiralty
didn't even bother to turn up.
wadever..
atleast jo, chel ,jing, xue turn up.
love u girls too..
today is mother day.
spent another 200+
bought a nice wallet for my mom and my dearest aunties.
cook them a nice dinner, which didn't turn up as nice.
hahahah..
atleast they know i tried.
i'm yawning,
i've not been studying after school hours
and could really understand wad the teacher is talking about in class..
really praying hard that i will have good results for term one.
i'm sure if i try my best, God wont disappoint me =)
Tuesday, May 09, 2006 | Tuesday, May 09, 2006
You raise me up=)
U raise me up so i can stand on mountain.
U raise me up so i can walk on stormy sea.
i am strong when i am on ur shouder.
U raise me up to more than i can be.
i'm greatly inspired by jamie.
the lead in a walk to remember.
she is really one of those God's worthy children.
it makes me feel that i'm 'that' sinful.
She can be that true to everyone.
i'm glad that God took her away from this sinnng world.
and she made a different in his life.
can i do it too?
i made a dif in shaman's life today.=)
*proud grin*
hahah
i hope that he'll stop watching pirated Vcd and Dvds.
i didn't end it..
i mght be irrational in my thoughts.
but atleast i said out everything i wanted.
and dun have to not trust him
He is still gambling .
On soccer.
i hate them all.
it is suppose to be a sport.
i wonder wad will the players think when they know that
people watch soccer not for the skill
but hope that they can make a fortune out of it.
sickening.
but i've learn that i must take tings slowly.
i've been quite demanding in this relationship.
no to this and that.
i must take things slowly..
one at a time.
i chose to trust u again.
my birthday is coming..
i wonder if i'll get to spent time with him alone.
i always have this fairly tale that i hope that will come true.
it might sound that childish, but people do have their own fairy tale.
mine.. not yet come true.
this will be my 18th birthday.
i wonder how special it can be..
i had my one true friend and one good friend lost and ended it sadly.
in my 18 years of friendship i had.. thats about that.. 2 precious one.
i love my new class.. fun to be with.. except.
=)
i must be true..
BIG REMINDER for myself..
will my biggest wish come true?
will there be a fairly tale?
4 more days to it.~...
U raise me up so i can walk on stormy sea.
i am strong when i am on ur shouder.
U raise me up to more than i can be.
i'm greatly inspired by jamie.
the lead in a walk to remember.
she is really one of those God's worthy children.
it makes me feel that i'm 'that' sinful.
She can be that true to everyone.
i'm glad that God took her away from this sinnng world.
and she made a different in his life.
can i do it too?
i made a dif in shaman's life today.=)
*proud grin*
hahah
i hope that he'll stop watching pirated Vcd and Dvds.
i didn't end it..
i mght be irrational in my thoughts.
but atleast i said out everything i wanted.
and dun have to not trust him
He is still gambling .
On soccer.
i hate them all.
it is suppose to be a sport.
i wonder wad will the players think when they know that
people watch soccer not for the skill
but hope that they can make a fortune out of it.
sickening.
but i've learn that i must take tings slowly.
i've been quite demanding in this relationship.
no to this and that.
i must take things slowly..
one at a time.
i chose to trust u again.
my birthday is coming..
i wonder if i'll get to spent time with him alone.
i always have this fairly tale that i hope that will come true.
it might sound that childish, but people do have their own fairy tale.
mine.. not yet come true.
this will be my 18th birthday.
i wonder how special it can be..
i had my one true friend and one good friend lost and ended it sadly.
in my 18 years of friendship i had.. thats about that.. 2 precious one.
i love my new class.. fun to be with.. except.
=)
i must be true..
BIG REMINDER for myself..
will my biggest wish come true?
will there be a fairly tale?
4 more days to it.~
Wednesday, May 03, 2006 | Wednesday, May 03, 2006
He lied to me again.
Is that so imprtant than this relationship.
i wan to make a different in his life.
will i still have the chance.
i dunno... ... ...
wad shud i do God.
i'm screwed up.
i didn't go to school today.
my eyes was swollen.
i have not memories the verse yet.
i dun feel like going anywhere.
my birthday is coming soon.
is this wad i wan....
Is that so imprtant than this relationship.
i wan to make a different in his life.
will i still have the chance.
i dunno... ... ...
wad shud i do God.
i'm screwed up.
i didn't go to school today.
my eyes was swollen.
i have not memories the verse yet.
i dun feel like going anywhere.
my birthday is coming soon.
is this wad i wan.
Monday, May 01, 2006 | Monday, May 01, 2006
my assignment for the weekends were:
4 math tutorial,
finish all the 6 prep math test online.
do the final math test online.
do the math quiz online.
do the c programming shitty assignment.
try to finish my story book for the critical reasoning skill module.
check out the CRS blog and post some stuff on it.
do the e.material tutorial.
and lots of other rubbish to finish that i can't remember.
and so far.. i only manage to finish 3 math tutorial, 6 math test, the quiz on friday,
and hope to finish it on sat.
but my sat was that busy that i only do 2 questions on the 4th math tutorial.
so i intend to finish my assignment today.
but!
when i reach home after service,
i got this very bad cramp that i couldn't do anything else except rest.
so i slept till 'bout 4.
instead of studying and doing my assignment,
i was making my 3 mother's day card.
i bought the materials for doing it and i spent around 25bucks on it.
there goes almost my a day's pay.
then went for dinner and watched a movie with my lil cuzzie and aunt.
reach home around 10.30 and watch another movie on chnl 5 "the sweetest thing",
wad a lovely show.
love it! i wonder if there's really those nice and sweet guys around.
i love flowers and jellybeans.
today was great.
love the sermon.
made me feel so guilty.
i feel so sinful.
i wan to be a good girl.
during the service,
i was thinking of how to change my life to be a better person
who will pleased God.
but i can't let this relationship go.
God say that i only need to make a different in a person's life and
i hope that i'll be able to make it in his life.
i hope that before i get baptise, my relationship with him will change to a better one.
cos when that day comes, i'll change to a better person.
i will.
so i'll try hard to minister to him.
please help me Dad~
i love him and HIM that much that i won't let one go.
what shud i do.
my birthday coming.
my friends ask me how will i celebrate my birthday.
i dun really like it when they ask.
i like surprises.
i doubt that i'll be happy on that day.
i always organise birthday party for my v.girls yet i always get the least from them.
what shud i say: disappointed!
i really hope that my 18th birthday will be a memoriable one.
God do u know what i wan?
my greatest wish is that he'll love u as much as i do.Amen!
it's on birthday tat u know who is ur that true fren.
i lost one true friend last year.
cos she lied to me and made me that sad that i cried,
i almost hate her for that.
but atleast i've tried praying for her that she'll be a better person.
tomorrow i'll be going out with him
so i won't be able to finish my assignment.
oh gosh!
i'm getting sleepy.
goodnight! =))...
4 math tutorial,
finish all the 6 prep math test online.
do the final math test online.
do the math quiz online.
do the c programming shitty assignment.
try to finish my story book for the critical reasoning skill module.
check out the CRS blog and post some stuff on it.
do the e.material tutorial.
and lots of other rubbish to finish that i can't remember.
and so far.. i only manage to finish 3 math tutorial, 6 math test, the quiz on friday,
and hope to finish it on sat.
but my sat was that busy that i only do 2 questions on the 4th math tutorial.
so i intend to finish my assignment today.
but!
when i reach home after service,
i got this very bad cramp that i couldn't do anything else except rest.
so i slept till 'bout 4.
instead of studying and doing my assignment,
i was making my 3 mother's day card.
i bought the materials for doing it and i spent around 25bucks on it.
there goes almost my a day's pay.
then went for dinner and watched a movie with my lil cuzzie and aunt.
reach home around 10.30 and watch another movie on chnl 5 "the sweetest thing",
wad a lovely show.
love it! i wonder if there's really those nice and sweet guys around.
i love flowers and jellybeans.
today was great.
love the sermon.
made me feel so guilty.
i feel so sinful.
i wan to be a good girl.
during the service,
i was thinking of how to change my life to be a better person
who will pleased God.
but i can't let this relationship go.
God say that i only need to make a different in a person's life and
i hope that i'll be able to make it in his life.
i hope that before i get baptise, my relationship with him will change to a better one.
cos when that day comes, i'll change to a better person.
i will.
so i'll try hard to minister to him.
please help me Dad~
i love him and HIM that much that i won't let one go.
what shud i do.
my birthday coming.
my friends ask me how will i celebrate my birthday.
i dun really like it when they ask.
i like surprises.
i doubt that i'll be happy on that day.
i always organise birthday party for my v.girls yet i always get the least from them.
what shud i say: disappointed!
i really hope that my 18th birthday will be a memoriable one.
God do u know what i wan?
my greatest wish is that he'll love u as much as i do.Amen!
it's on birthday tat u know who is ur that true fren.
i lost one true friend last year.
cos she lied to me and made me that sad that i cried,
i almost hate her for that.
but atleast i've tried praying for her that she'll be a better person.
tomorrow i'll be going out with him
so i won't be able to finish my assignment.
oh gosh!
i'm getting sleepy.
goodnight! =))