not at this very moment.
i am full with:
anxiety
anger
fustration
and fully irritated.
there is no such things as get ur own rights and ur things protected in your own house.
and i am talking about my.
not all food in the fridge,
not your clothes,
not your toilet visits,
not your joy.
i love my mom but i dislike this family.
esp my brother.
in this family,
nobody has fight for my rights,
not my mum.
nobody really ask how i felt,
not anybody.
nobody protect my stuff,
nobody.
i really don't want to feel this way.
anger and the outcome of it is so sinful.
i'm still angry with my brother because he kept wearing my things and i've got no rights to be.
like seriously.. where's justice?
i refused to lend him my sandals because he broke my previous one and you know what i got?
i got scolded by him, his stinkiest attitude and vulgarity.
and he slammed to gate as if it's my fault.
and just today,
he wore it out when i wasn't home.
so freaking annoying.
and i foresee fights later when i tell him off later again.
i seriously hate this,
and i am tired of all this.
tell me how to make things better at home when my own mum thinks that i am the one that made everybody at home unhappy.
OMG.
OMG.
i have to get myself settled to..
settle a fund raising event in school,
face my upcoming 40% test,
Final year project presentation,
submission of assignments and quiz.
my final exam that is coming up,
and many others that will be too many to list.
OMG.
i have always been coping
because GOD has always been with me.
and i Thank Him for it.