went for the 2nd idp open house again.
this visit more or less confirm my plans after poly.
and that's goodbye to my dearest UQ.

think sometimes a dream has just got to remain as it is.
maybe when you really achieve it oneday,
you will realise that it ain't that great after all.
although it made me really sad.
If i were meant to go,
it would have been slightly more possible.

went for my haircut,
and town with bum afterwards.
it's been ages since i've shop in town properly.
spent away this $100 taka vouchers on totally random stuff
and both of us had a goodtime searching for things to buy.
so tempted to spend it on a lacoste bag but...
so not wise considering my financial status.
we walk practically the WHOLE of orchard.
seriously, from forum side to far-east,
then to wisma-taka-cine.
really from end to end and our leg ache like mad.
anyways,
i got myself 2pairs of shoes which i wanted.
and then within that one innocent sunday,
i spent away all my $120 in my wallet.
ought to bang myself onto the wall.
i'm sooo broke now.

got my CSW result today,
kinda disappoint with my result,
but well, nothing much i can do to it anymore.
):
pray hard that i'll feel more prepared for my CSW test tmr.

I'm so glad i've got my aircraft sys grp project settled this evening.
1 out of sooo many done.
3 more from avionics,
1 more from aircraft sys,
alot more for FYP.

take a deep breath,
and say it together with me:
'It's my last lap already.
it's all gonna be over soon'


bum and i started talking more serious lately.
and we drew many lines that we shalln't cross.
i'm so glad we did that.
it's not gonna be easy for a long term relationship.
atleast now,
i'm as happy as i can be with him(:
you are one thing that i can't stop thanking God for.

been rather snappish lately.
stress is killing me,
but bum taught me to cope with it to make sure that i stay alive.
:D

i drove to school yesterday,
from school to bum's,
from bum's to east coast to walk brandy
and he went for his run.
then back to his,
and then back home(which i got sooo lost again).
and i only used up one bar of fuel in the car.
how amazing.
hahah.

lesson is at 8am tmr.
how dreadful.