how i wish i could have one.
how i wish i can be like leslie.
always going out to have dinner as a family.
how i wish i can be like shamon.
always going out together as a family.
its not that i'm blaming anyone one for not having a daddy.
but its just that sometime.
i just wish to have a normal family.
somebody in the family that can disipline the child.
somebody to make decisions.
i do love my mummy.
she did her job as a loving mother.
i know its hard for her to take up both role of a parent.
although everytime i say " its between u both, i dun wanna care"
but deep inside.
do u know i do.
u dun know.
its not that i dun wanna step up.
its just that i want u to be step up as a mom to disipline him.
i know its hards for u.
but u got to try.
and to my brother:
please. can u please grow up. i'm sick of all this.
from young till now.
can u just be a nice son.
how much do u wan us to suffer with u.
when can u stop being selfish and care about the people around u.
when?~
i wan a normal family.
i just wan all of us to be happy at home.
is that so much to ask for.
why can't u appreciate.
or when will u start to.
stop only caring about urself.
i have had enough.
wanted to post about the cheerlead stuff.
but not in the mood to do so.