i still love my girls.
today.
i raise my voice at my two deary.
i was angry.
just hate it why can't they dun be selfish.
why~
i put in so much effort.
make sure that everything will be done well.
carried 15 set of uniform to school.
so super damm heavy.
thank God for enci.
but what do i get.
people giving excuses and not come for training.
how sad is that.
atleast appreciate what i do for u all.
and simply just turn up for training.
if u all are not interested.
just let me know.
u can be unhappy with this person.
but this is the world.
no matter how much u dun like her.
got to bear with it.
got to live on with it.
and if u cannot set ur priority right.
then please tell me.
i dun wanna waste my effort and time on u.
i dun wanna force u to come also.
but no matter what.
i still love the two of u.
sorry for raising my voice to u both.
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its been a long time since i've raise my voice on anyone.
feel damm guilty though.
but atleast this last training turn out well(:
we all did enjoy.
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No matter what.
people are constantly changing.
i wonder why.
because of people around them.
why can't u be urself.
i know its hard to not get influence.
but atleast.
stand up for urself when u are not dong anything good to urself.
whatever it is.
i can only tell u all
at the end of the day.
it is u urself that suffer.
i'll try to talk to u.
i hope that u will stop smoking.
no matter what.
i still love u.
i still love my baby too.
and sherr.
although we hardly spend time together.
we know that we still dear each other.
i just miss those days that we can laze together.
simply doing nothing at jes's place.
its all about making effort.
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no matter what.
babe.
u are still the one i want to be with.
been thinking for quite awhile.
i want to let my cell mummy know about u first.
she dears me.
i dun wanna disappoint her.
even though its so sad to hear from ur fren
that we are not meant for each other.
but like what u say.
at the end of the day.
its still up to the both of us.
yes.
and no matter what.
i still love u.
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no matter what.
my dearest cousins.
even though.
things aren't going well.
i hope that u all will still stand by each other.
i guess we are the closest to each other.
from young.
very young till now.
my whole life.
we've been together.
and i know u all are mydearest of the dearest.
dearer than any of my fren.
cos i know.
no matter what.
u all will stand in for me.
because i will also!
sorry for not able to spend enough time with u all.
but i guess its the effort.
i can always pop by mandy work place once in a while.
or just visit cassiedeary at her work place.
or give each other a call once in a while.
sorry for not making the effort.
oh mann,
so many sorry in one blog.
i love to appreciate people.
but i dunno how to express myself at times.
or maybe no time to express it.
i like to love people.
but i dun think i got time for them all.
even those people that i hardly talk to.
like cherie, mel, diana, jocex, jolene.. .. ..
all my lil babies.
yesyes.
talk is cheap.
action speak louder than word.
what to do.
pray for more time.
heheh.
yesyes.
alright.
a few test is over.
bad.
esp having my percentage of error 2thousand.
sickeing.
but nevermind.
i'm still studying hard.
i want to do well.
for myself.
at the end of the day
it'll only benefit me.
still trying hard.
performance on friday.
my babies!
please dun injured urself this few days.
take good care.
(:
tomorrow will be another day.
just now when i step out of the train at 8pm.
first thought that came.
"in less than 12hours.
i'll be here again.
waiting for train to go school"
feeling: disgusted!
mann.
i dread to long journey.
alrightalright.
no matter what.
life still goes on.
" no matter what"
inspired by jo's blog's song.
tata(: