She and her frens were at sentosa..
having great fun.
then saw Him there with his frens.
He decided to join her as he was quite bored.
thats when they started.
exchange number.
They sms each other.
call each other.
go out together.
were very closed.
He send her a nice song.
she love it.
one day when he accompany her home.
he gave her something.
the album with that song inside.
she was very happy.
she felt something for him.
but didn't wan to be with him b'cos he's not a christain.
then she ask him to go to church together with her.
he went for a few times.
her frens hated her being around him.
didn't talk to her.
ignore her.
she almost break down.
he told her.
all she need is him.
she dun really need her frens.
they started dating.
watch movie.
on her birthday.
he made a puzzle for her.
she was very touched.
on her birthday.
he gave her a kiss.
her feelings for him became much stronger.
She watch him play his match.
He wait for her after school.
he wakes up early to go breakfast together with her.
she thought it would last.
she thought.
She gave him a surprise on his birthday.
invites his frens over.
made him a cake.
he bought her her fav jacket.
she tot it would last.
they spent almost every single day together.
as if they only have each other.
she tot it would last.
they study hard together.
hoping that both could make it into the same poly.
She tot he had forgotten her.
how stupid.
young and stupid.
now it has all ended.
each living their own life.
she tries very hard to forget him.
and she is.
now she has decided to forget him.
today..
and never to think about it again.
and start everything anew.
make sure she herself is happy.
she will take down their pictures.
pack the things they once precious.
and never look back.
now..
she have great frens around her.
making sure that she won't get herself into a relationship soon.
she really believes that fairytale is just a story.
a story.
maybe someday her prince charming will appear.
maybe.
The end.
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i've been trying to concentrade the whole day today.
thinking that forcing myself to study will help.
the whole day.
i only manage to finish 2 chapters.
home is really not a good place to study.
why am i put in such a family.
i know its for a good reason.
why am i suppose to be the one worrying about the family.
why not her.
why did i worry so much.
the whole day.
i sat in kitchen.
trying to study.
when i see her playing her computer.
i felt so sad.
why is her life like this.
sometimes i really hate staying at home.
seeing the both of them.
feel so useless.
sometimes.
i would feel so angry..
so much that i wan to move out.
rather be alone.
i know i can't
maybe i'm a perfectionist.
wan to have a perfect family.
wan everything to be nice and pleasant.
maybe i shud work harder.
or maybe i shudn't stress myself too much.
maybe..
wadever~
i'm still ok!