" I FELT BEING CHEATED!"
dammn!!!
@#$@#!%##$
wad shud i say
i tot its wasnt her fault!
damm..
wth..
how can one whom i consider fren do such things to me!
how can she!
i felt so dumb even starting that damm relationship
chel ask me to be prepared.
i know..
i'm trying..
i tot i'm alright..
shit mann..
i think its slowing building inside..
God shall take charge.
mayeb they won't be together..
maybe..
i thought i've given it up already..
yar..
i thought.
shall see..
damm..
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cheerlead was good..
didn't thought that they would learn that fast.
just got to brush up their movement and stunts.
yup..
i shud learn to be MORE positive..
bless them..
pray for them..
not cursing them..
getting upset..
wads the point..
i'll try...
try..
people ask " why do u express ur feelings on blog?? seeking attention?"
i'm not sure either..
it depends on how u think about it.
for me..
i just like expressing myself this way..
so that i dun have to tell people over and over again wads happening.
maybe~
today in cell..
i learn that..
we shudnt be too concern about what people say about u.
we shudn't expect praises from people when u do something good.
ultimately.
we shud be wanting a praise from the big guy up there. =)
and tell u " well done my girl"
yeah..
shall update soon.
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before