enjoyed myself..
i'm kinda into rock..
went into the mosh pitt..
damm.. its really crazy inside..
people pushing and stuff..
leslie was funny.. pushing girls away..
taking his revenge.. hahah..
this few day had been good..
except for today..
seriously..
i really screwed my damn c prog test up..
counld find my output..
so i gave up half way thru..
anyhow end the test and hand up and walk out..
i'm really in deep shit!
its Gb fortnight~
so dear frens out there..
please help me out with my donation card..
yup!
i tot i can handle it pretty well..
not until when i saw her friendster.
why is everyone trying to put them together..
i felt alot worst after chatting with him..
i didn't wan to ask him about them but i couldn't resist it..
and there i am.. made myself disconsolated..
i'm pretty ok in school..
with ian and gang..
laughing almost every minute and secs..
no chance to get myself to think of him...
but everynight before i sleep..
things starts to fall..
i shud know how to handle it well..
for God sake..
i'm 18!
wad a loser i am~
i hate to see them together..
not that i've see it..
just hope not to see it..
i've got alot to express..
but lost for words..
i'm always like that late at night.
i hate it..
its like.. the music is playing..
and u ain't chatting with anyone.. and start to think about things.. and start to get emotional..
i hate that..
i wan to keep myself busy..
not that i'm free..
just want to keep myself occupied..
so it's between violin or soccer..
looking for a course and a girls team..
atleast when i manage to excel in something..
i won't feel that i'm such a loser.. yup..
shalln't be negative about myself.
The Reason To start Over Anew:
My reason is YOU