was really happy when i saw them,
xue is still as happy, am glad to hear from her that school is starting soon for her.
jing is still playing for her competition, soon she'l be going to thailand and play against japan and aust, although i got bad feelings about it, but i'll still give u my support girl.. =).. heheh..
jo: is still very busy with her dance, and still as short and cute and cheeky..
kept pintching my ass, naughty girl..
su: i'm really glad that she and her guy is doing well..
much more loving and treasuring each other more..
had fun chatting, laughing and catching up..
they made me realise that i'm bad is class..
hahah..
their results are really good.. mine is like shit.. hahah..
help xue to celebrate her birthday yesterday, almost forgotten about it.
and i'm still guilty. =P
hahah..
We bought her a pathetic hershey pie from BK and sang her a birthday song in the middle of the train station.
and the birthday song was loud.
Thank God the station officer didn't come out and chase us away.
then i was like " hey everyone out there! check this out.. today is my besti's brithday!"
then jo " Yeah! xue's birthday!!! check this out"
me and jo is always the noisy one..
hahah
it was really very pai seh ar..
everybody that walk by stared at us..
but i hope we gave her a memoriable birthday.
so HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARIE!!!~
ever since she and her guy broke up,
i got this bad feeling inside of me.
that he might have feelings for her.
then i was more sure of that feelings when he went out with her friends and her often.
meet up almost everynight, watch soccer together.
then yesterday i heard from my girls,
that this girl tries to put him and her together.
its like, i tot i'm the only one having this feeling,
cos i'm always very sensetive.
and after she tell me about it..
i'm like " i knew it, but i didn't wan this to happen."
i didn't wan to doubt him, so i ask him.
he replied me honestly.
i know, she is a much better person compared to me.
know how to dress up, a nice person, dun flare up like me and have really good character and most importantly dun mind him gambling.
i surrendered~
wad am i suppose to do now.
how is he feeling for me..
i dun't know..
i guess i have gave too much in this relationship,
that when i wan to end it,
its so unbearable.
the whole night, i was tosing and turning in my bed.
kept thinking about us..
his reply kept going thru my mind.
i can't sleep.
for the first time i can't sleep for the whole night.
wad a pathetic loser i am.
i dun know what to say..
shall see how it goes.
i wan to get to sleep now..
azly and gang is coming over to do project later.
yup.
i don feel like watching the match tonight at home.
i wan to go somewhere crowded~
pray for me peeps~
i guess i need to move on with my life.