i'm still ME
gosh..
how am i suppose to get myself to study..
Like what ian mention.
" we are having too much fun"
heard from azly that
the those clever freak in our course thinks that we are "stupid"
so how motivated i am to study hard.
idiot!
tomorrow is e-tech test.
i hope i can do well for it..
i shall study for it later..
yupp..
i'm awaiting for friday to come..
sentosa~
hoping very much that sharonTOH will go..
if not i'll be the only girl around..
not a good thing..
i guess he won't be happy about it..
but doesn't really seemed to care anyway..
all he do is to call me once a day..
make sure that i'm still alive..
yup.. things have change..
really change.
we used to be involved in each other's life..
not anymore..
we used to meet for a few times a week
now.. maybe once a week
it makes me wonder if this relationship is worth carrying on..
when he ask me" have u found a more suitable guy"
makes me damn depressed..
like.. wads that point for..
u know my heart longs for u.. WTH..
shud i make a decision..
or is it better to continue like this..
lesson start at one today.
but left home early to get present for my peeps.
i spent alot this month.
got 5 b'day present..
gosh..
how am i suppose to get my milan jersey and pony canvas shoe=(
after that went to eat waffle..(shamon: i spelled that right right!!)
then rush back to school..
saw the people that went back for graduation..
they look old..like sad sial~ old!
suppose to give tuition to the lil boy today..
but.. i chose to slack with mason they all at harborFront instead..
had pizza.. and chat and laugh as usual..
hahah..
so it'll be tomorrow..
i dread going now..
but i need to work to keep up with my expenses..
i shud..
the guys in NUm was nice.. gave me the ends for my heel..
cos i lost it as usual..
hahah..
alright..
i wan to get the story book
"a bend in the road"
i shall get it soon=)