decided to gave up so much,
told a small lie and got struck dead.
And we, that live in such a crazy world is well living in sin
and indulging in silly thing.
I am reminded so much about telling lie.
I always lie unconsciously.
saying things that i think it is but yet not.
if you know what i'm talking about,
you'll know.
I got upset with myself again two days ago.
whining and complaining to bum about how i hate the situation i am in now.
I want to be a normal student again.
not going through private, or sub schools.
i want to be a normal student.
I know God has the best plan for me.
I have to learn to accept it.
silly me, really.
I'm gonna be poor next month.
This whole month i took like 3 no pay leave.
2 because i am sick.
including today.
the other one was the intended which i have no intention to cancel my leave because i want to enjoy my life.
*slap me.
:D
I gave so much money to my doctor,
visited him twice within three days.
seriously.
anyways,
pray hard that i will not have fever.
If not malaysia will reject me, suspecting me of having H1N1.
I want to enjoy my weekend up the mountain!
Most of my friend are in NTU/NUS
Bum got into NTU
A few of my friend are going to Uni syd
One probably going UWA
One in UNSW
One in Carnegie Mellon NYU
okay,
God will slap me if i whine somemore.
I will want Your best plan.
shall go and stare into blanks and wait for my medications to make me sleepy.