It might be one self-belief that dreams
are made up of courage and that fighting gusto to work towards it.
i was told of many many things about my futher studies.
many of it contains what the world believe in,
what the society thinks of.
no money = don't study.
i just don't understand why poorer people just don't deserve that chance to work towards he/she wants to.
i was told to be practical about things,
but i believe in fighting for my own.
it's has always been me fighting for my life,
there're people who are so much better of,
there are people who are much worse,
but for me, i belief in improving myself and fight for it.
i have one hundred and 1 doubt about going overseas.
what if.. what if.. what if..
but it doesn't determind whether i should go anot.
who say making decision is ever easy.
why can't life just be like ABC.
so simple that u can actually sing it as a song.
sometimes i do wish that people could be that lil more supportive of it.
it'll make me feel better.
so much better.
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well,
it's the end of week 4.
fabrication was so much better today,
all thanks so shaman's spacious place and nice fan.
it's looking good, it will tell tomorrow.
i'm happily counting down the days to the end of my poly life.
i hope i won't look back to it and be cursing myself for not enjoying it enough.
poly made me feel so much more lonely,
no matter how many friends i made it'll can never beat secondary school.
everybody agree :)
tomorrow will be a whole saturday out.
will update soon (:
my dress is here