Love above all.
All of us are born with this thirst for love.
and to be love.
i believe so.
this weekend has been fulfilling for me.
i manage to spent time with my family,
my besties, my soccer frens, my sec school frens
and bum.
all that i loved through my life.
i was talking to mummy regarding my overseas study again yesterday,
she said that she'll be really worried for me to be alone there.
and she said this
' it's like if u are sick, i can't simply just leave everything here and fly over there immediately. And when i think about this at night, i can't sleep'
and i suggest to her,
'why don't u rent out the house and come over with me?'
then my brother came into the picture.
honestly,
i would really love to start all over with my mum.
a love for ur mother can never beat anything else.
and i always believe that mother and dauther are always knitted together.
mummy can live without a man, but she can't live without me.
sometimes, i really just feel like telling her,
just come over with me, i'm sure you'll be much happier.
having to say all these,
it's not that the rest of my fam is not important.
i dear them too.
esp doudou.
i've been feeling happy this few days,
my heart feels healthier too.
i come home for the past few days,
knowing that i can talk to my mummy
and she is willing to talk to me.
what more should i ask for.
like what me and jingting always believe,
a broken family will make u stronger,
and bond the serviving ones close together.
we both love our mom too much.
i love u mom.
two days ago was the bum's anniversary.
15th month full of love and laughter.
we didn't go out on the day itself,
we didn't kiss nor hug,
we didn't even sms each other with regards to it.
but i didn't mind it at all.
i hope he doesn't too.
i always thought that it's not important..
looking at the bigger picture,
what is monthly anniversary.
importantly is how we both enjoy our daily journey
and make it special every single day.
i love u bum
Met up with jing and chel yesterday.
poor rachel was so heartbroken.
all i can say is,
you, jerk!
and all i can say is:
dear rachel,
cry your heart out.
pick up yourself, the sun will rise again tmr.
when it does, u will have to brave through it,
because all of this shall be a phase,
it'll come and it will go.
i love you(:
and i am sorry that i wasn't there when u felt terrible.
jing is one happy girl now.
as we were talking, she reminded me of how alike we were.
i'm always happy to be with her,
because i sometimes find that we are too alike.
she's one that never fails me.
many times i felt left out,
but i know that deep down we love each other too much
to give up on each other.
we all have gone thru too much together.
'friends are friends forever,
If the Lord is the Lord of them.'
you have to know that i love my sunday best spent with u both(:
i love u s.s.s.s & l.t.l.w
we all strive thru the toughest game in our POL-ITE
and it showed us that we all can do it.
friday was one emotional game,
i came out on my first half,
felt that my tears was gonna come out.
not because of disappointment,
but because of joy.
soccer is part of my life now,
and the best part of it is the companion.
interesting part of it,
is we all come from totally different background,
but all can actually foster that friendship within.
soccer is the best part of my poly-life
(and bum too)
the raya visiting at nurul's place made me feel that
we all deserve each other's companion.
although achieve little during the time spent together,
but enjoy alot.
i love u all(:
this entry is sooo long,
but one that i will precious reading it when i grow older.
and all these shall remind me that,
the world don't just revolves around
beauty and money,
being bitchy and crazy,
getting attention and popularity contest.
'we are like vapour in the wind
and wave that crash into the ocean.
here today and gone tomorrow'