I can't believe it!
how can a person think that he/she right when she is not.
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joel said:
' von, why are u angry again,
think u got a problem with people'
von reacted:
' seriously,
i think i can't work with people well.
i should go back and reflect'
i'm so overwhelmed with issues.
some important,
some insignificant.
one particular issue is really bothering me.
how can girls like that turn to be something they are not design to be.
is it influence?
is it family background?
i really hope it's not the influence that they are surrounded with.
it really amaze me by how suddenly they can become like that.
and how a norm they think it is.
it really really amaze me.
what are we all turning into mann.
i guess, it's time that i make my stand.
if things really turn so bad,
i guess i'll probably have to choose which side i would want to be.
or maybe it's time for me to leave to the team.
i'm sure if the team didn't exist,
they all will be who they are made to be.
i really love them,
and it really did made me heartbroken to see all this happening.
i really hope they know that i meant well for them.
i was told,
'why are u girls so narrow minded.
it's okay what'
i am pretty sure where's the line to draw the line btwn narrow-minded and maturity.
really hate to be accuse of that, and made me seemed as if i'm in the wrong to think all sorts of that kind of thing.
i'm guilty for judging till a certain extent.
but i'm pretty sure,
i didn't say all these to put the person down,
or to purposely make the person sad.
maybe i should make it clear,
oneday.. i will.
talking about insignificant issues,
sometimes, i just get so overwhelmed by things that doesn't matter,
but funny, it affects me.
i know i have to be understanding,
and know that overly-sensitive is almost equivalent to being paranoid.
i ought to be ashame of myself.
but it has always been an issue with me.
i thought i grew out of it,
but it's really hard.
i really hope u will understand my problem bum..
GB is having a Fund raising carnival this saturday.
i really hope that my friends will come.
you'll never know how glad i am when yun said that she will come.
she's like one of the last few person i'm expecting.
friends like this are hard to come by.
love u yun(:
i know i haven be posting any entry lately.
u cannot imagine how crazy school has been for me.
trainings, projects, reports, fyp, test, assignments.
all due this and next week.
i'm really glad i get to blog today.
i love cell,
it never fails to refresh me.
(:(:(:
can't wait for the friendly with queensway and carnival to be over.
i'm looking forward to it,
but just hoping that it'll pass by quickly.
i shall go get my rest(:
so happy that i can wake up at 8 for school tmr!
love u all(:(: