.... Honor Your Mother....
Exodus 20:12
I know i've been complaining about my mum.
saying how useless she was,
making comments about her,
dislike her at-times,
scold her,
discuss bad about her.
during the church camp,
one of my dear fren told me this
'sometimes, it's not that ur mom is useless,
it's just that, in ur mind,
u think she already is, so even when she did change,
u will still have that mindset being set in ur mind.'
oneday i realise,
i ought to be shameful of myself,
mummy married real young
because of ME.
shifted house afew times to protect me from my dad,
just for ME.
had to wait by the road to get transport from random passer-by,
just for ME.
had to eat only 'bao' for dinner everyday at work,
just for ME.
Had to save up so badly just to get me milk powder,
just for ME.
Had to gave up her youth, parties, frens,
just for ME.
Had to raise me up without the support of her husband,
just for ME.
tell me,
what else am i suppose to ask more from her.
i've learned, thank God he made me see all these.
i should teach her if she doesn't know.
hold her hand when she feel helpless.
stay by her side if she feels lonely.
for i am her only companion.
For i've learn that all of us are weak and sinful.
i prayed and hope that u will forgive me.
i love u mummy,
nobody can replace u.
i'm sorry for comparing u with others,
u are my mom, thats why u are different.
i want u to know that u made a different in my life(: