yet another chatt with mummy.
yes.
she is still 'like that'
i seriously dunno what else to do alr.
was telling her
"mummy.. can u be nice mummy and make us breakfast in the morning"
"why.. i must make breakfast to be a good mummy?"
"no.. just somethng nice to look forward to"
"i dun gamble, splurge, drink.. isn't that good enough?"
"no.. ya.. as in improve urself and be a good mom? is that so hard"
"*kept quiet"
"why are u always like that.. dun u think that parent plays a big part in the child's life? maybe dumbass thinks that u are useless thats why he id like that now.."
"*kept queit"
"whatever lar.. i dunno what to say to u alr.. no matter what i say.. u dun really do anything to it.."
why when i'm working hard to be a good daughter.. u dun..
and u always chose to give up life cause u think that its too hard.
i'm dun like useless people.. i need u to change mum. its not hard.
its just that u never tried.
u always makes me feel like leaving this home.
came home chatting with mummy about her childhood.
then all these crap came upon.
why dun u ever care.
why dun u know what me and dumbass needs from u.
WHY?~
this is my family.
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just came back from soccer.
legs are crampy again.
today's training is so damn FUN.
push ourselves so hard.
and got injured by this girl.
she is so scary.
elbow me twice into my chest.
damm.
yesterday
town with babe.
searching for his mom's present.
manage to get a nice neacklas for her.
while walking around.
i saw this bag.
that i love that so super much!
its so super nice.
and addition to it.
its white and green
oh my~!!
but.. saddly.
i can't afford it
if only i dun have to pay for my two trip.
i could have bought it.
maybe if i starve for 5weeks.
then i can use my allowance to buy it.
if only.
yesyes~
now i'm heavily in debt.
bintan trip.
tioman trip.
got to pay up soon.
my~ ohmy..
think i will seriously have to starved.
thank God i came home for maggi mee.
one meal less to pay(:
i hate being broke!
yesterday went hongkong's cafe again.
the food there is so nice lar.
but budget constrain.
imagine me town-ing with only $5.
dammit dammit!!!
thanks for paying whatever for my dinner babe.
life is such..
i'm poor.
broke..
why..
when everyone is more well off.
i'm so broke.
tomorrow town-ing with the girls again.
wonder is i can survive!
xue says that she wants to bring me to chanel.
SHITSHITSHIT!!!!!!!!!!
my DKNY bag..
agnes.b wallet.
:(:(:(
i can only blog about them.
go and die yvonne.
u suck.
stop being so materialistic.
u are so disgusting.
okok.
i shall go now.
before that.
one more thing to rant about.
"babe lost his thumb drive! and if that idiot decided to take it and not return. u are truely an idiot!"
the worst thing is our presentation that we stayed back to do is inside!!
argg..
alrightalright.
got to go do my FOF tutorial.
yuckyuckyuck.
yuckiest of the yuckiest.
boring FOF.
tata.
babe(: