for me and him.
i guess now i finally realise
and am clear of everything.
i won't blame him for all this.
he is worried about her
very concern about her.
he wasn't sure who he want.
sometimes in life people do make mistakes.
he just took a longer time to make his decision.
thats all.
people who can't forgive him.
all i can say is.
com'on.. we are all 18s.
i forgive him.
please do so too.
but i wan to move on.
i won't ignore him.
unless he puts me to.
met him yesterday.
he was sad.
not very happy.
but i told him we will only be friends.
nothing more.
he ask me to think about it.
yes.
i'v been thinking about it.
2month.
almost eveyday i'v been thinking about it.
and the more i think.
the clearer i know what i want.
i know that
u promise to change for me.
u promise that u'll listen to me.
u promise to take good care of me.
and u promise that u'll be good.
please.
move on with ur life.
i am happy now.
i've found a guy that i like.
please.

all i can say is.
i wan to be ur best friend.
ur good fren.
please allow me to do so.
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IMF really sucks.
i'm still not inform of anything yet.
ian and les they all already started with thier shift already.
wad about me?!!
poor shihua and me.
all they tell us is" u are not in my team anymore,
wait for the person to call u"
dammit~
if u all dun need me.
just tell me..
atleast i can go for my mission trip.
and work.
i need to earn lots of dollar and cents.
dammit! argg~
stupid imf
sucks at their operation
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the gang plan to go to krabi on the 21st.
4days3night.
sounds really fun.
beach.
sun.
kayaking.
diving.
resorts.
fun.
frens.
oh~
i can't wait to go.
told mummy about it.
she didn't react.
i take that as a yes.
now.
financially.
the upmost and important issue.
argg..
screw the stupid imf.
if not i shud be earn lots of cents now.
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went with baby to sentosa yesterday morning.
we love love to tan don't we=)
the sun was superly duperly HOT.
was perspiring like Gerald.
hahahahhah!
3 hours of tanning is more than enough for us.
so we left early.
she went for her dance.
i went home.
yup..
here's some pic.
waiting for baby to send me the pics.

nice hot and sunny day=)

she always complain that i got a big head.
nevermind.
am proud of it.

hahah!
isn' she sexy.
i think she'll kill me if she see this.
=P

told ya.. its really hot

our lunch.
erm..
exclude the girl behind.

this is how she scare guys off.

yup.
had a great time.
again~
