i know i'm never a good daughter.
made u worried about me.
thank u for being there for me
when i'm heartbroken.
thank u for giving me a kiss
on my cheek when i cried.
thank u for hanging in there
when u life isn't good.
i'm also sorry for always scolding u.
but i really hope that u can be a
person who can live ur everyday happily.
all i wan to say is: u are the most
important person in my life.
thank u for loving me and
not giving up on me.
thank u for taking care of me single handedly.
I LOVE U..
Yesterday was ben's birthday.
i knew it.
i won't feel any better after the date.
i knew it.
yesterday night was the worse day
i've had after the break up. he wan me back.
he said he've finally realise that the person
he love is me.
he said he love me,
he miss me,
he miss those days we had.
he say he will change.
i'm mean and selfish.
i told him i wan to move on with my life.
yes i do still have feelings for him.
i'm still very worried for him.
but i wan to move on.
i dun wan to look back.
i wan to be a obedient girl.
i dun wan to repeat the stupid things i did last time.
but i need a guy who loves HIM more than me.
i wan a guy who can takes care of himself.
i wan a guy who love his parents.
yes i do still have feelings for him.
i know he needs me.
i know he love me.
all this makes me sad.
i know what my heart wants. and what my mind wants.
after 3 break-ups i had.
i shud know what's best for me.
yes.
i'm really sorry to hurt u.
yesterday night when i message u.
u wouldn't know how dif it is for me.
how sad i was.
i cried.
again~
we gave each other a warm hug.
we miss each other.
i felt that.
thank u babe for being there for me the whole night.
and.
thank u baby for worrying about me.
strangely.
i'm not hungry this morning.
and i'm not as happy as i thought i would be when i wake up.
sleeping method doesn't seem to help.
but i'm ok.
today is mummy's birthday.
i must be happy.