after reading jes's blog..
i got back that feeling i got
when me and him decided to break up
it wasn't easy for me to say
"we better be fren, might be better that way"
but i did say..
i paused for quite a while before telling him..
i didn't wan to jus end it like that..
but i couldn't..
didn't have much of a choice..
i could still rmb that time..
i cried in front of him..
but at least we were sincere in breaking up..
we met face to face and decide..
i has been like something that has happen to me one month ago..
but i still can rmb it..
indiscribable..
"jes.. i can understand"
maine was right..
she won't be able to listen to wad we tell her..
all we can do is accompany her..
be there for her..
yup..
he really make me feel tat..
real and true and sincere guys are all gone..
Wadever~
tom lied to me..
wad an.. .. ..
still said we were frens..
shudn't have trust him..
maybe guys jus can't be trusted..
He still is the way he was..
when will he ever change..
when..
During cell today..
we talk about relationship stuff.
i ask why did God allow christian guys to come in to ways
get us hurt..
make us sad..
disappoint us..
all i can say is to really trust in God..
and He Shall provide..
alright..
stop here..
scholing tomorrow..
quite sick of it..
anyway...
theres nothing much i can do..
Live my life to the fullest and glorify Him