still doing well..
i guess i MIGHT be well off without him..
i guess so..
He still seems like last time..
not much changes..
i ask him if we are possible back together..
he said nothing was impossible..
then i ask him clearly again and he gave me a No..
i guess i is an obvious green light for me to give up..
I'MTRYINGTO~
someday i shall..
me and tom rather close last few days..
i felt rather stress..
frens around me like not very happy with it..
but i guess..
i shud know where's the line..
thats why we are rather quieten down..
he said i was being rather selfish..
i got to..
either to one of them..
the violent gurlz temper doesn't seems that well..
i dunno..
but i really hope my sister in christ in there
shud know wad is control..
and most importantly..
staying happily everyday..
yup..
history teacher kinda cheated us..
say that she wanted to bring us to vernice..
but then say that we can't go b'cos not enough time..
Germany.. China.. Switzerland also..
but she say swiz is out of the topic..
Germany was one of their country in mind..
but they said we can't afford to squeeze out the time to go..
darn~ all the rahrah thing start to come out..
sickening..
Saturday i'm going to teach CE..
kinda scared to do it..
ever since i taugh them the wrong thing..
i became reluctant to take up this ministry..
No confident..
wonder wad am i good in..
drill.. not up to the standard..
Ce.. not very good in it.
Games.. run out of idea sometimes..
haiz.. .. ..
people around seems to be studying and revising already..
and me..
still simply playing and slacking all day long..
went to nyp today..
don really know wad to course to take..
haiz..
thining of science industry..
but.. .. .. i dunno..
then tot of tourism industry...
fun.. but dunno also.. .. ..
Business and accountcy and engineering seems rather boring..
haiz..
God~ wad shud i take..
haiz..
going for cross country tomorrow..
really hope to get in the top twenty..
but seems kinda diff..
jing sure will be top again..
hope she'll..then fri will be going out with maine to shop..
for new year clothing..
want to get lots'a things..
hope to get them all..
alright..
blogging off..
see u in a few days time