when i step of the plane made me really excited.
i'm home (:
the trip is great
planning s*cks a big time
but thankfully for the company of frens
i made there made it so much more worth it.
honestly speaking,
i was rather disappointed with mummy that she didn't come and pick me up.
the kind of disappointment brings along alil saddness,
but this kinda of disappointment feels really familiar.
it disappoints me when she can't put away her game to talk to give me her full attention on that phone when i call back.
it disappoints me when she wanted to give up her sit when the car was full when they were sending me to the airport.
it disappoints me when she didn't come and pick me up from the airport when almost all of my fren's parents were there.
it disappoints me the most when she let me brother into my room, slept in here, wore my jersey and let the girlfren in also!!!!
esp when i actually told her to help me to keep a look-out. and they wanted to not let me know about it. i was really upset when i was told that she wanted to kept it a secret.
:( that is what i call the familiar disappointment.
i usually get that once in a while.
but no worries,
my mum is my mum,
i forgive her because nobody is perfect.
just that i don't want that disappointment to be unbearable one day.
i know it is suppose to be a great day
because i'm back home after 2 month.
but i just don't feel really excited now because of all this.
so all i did was,
watch: bring it on 3, enchanted and step-up.
un-pack my luggage, pack up my room, do my laundry,
ate my dinner, watch MTV.
i didn't sleep at all when i get back.
i'm surprised.
Things that made me really glad today.
those dearest who called and sms-ed me to ask about me.
and the first two person was actually maine and velle.
so comforting.
my dearest cousins who came to the airport at 5 plus in the morning,
who made me a card and tell me that she misses me, who called me as they couldn't make it. i really love them. (:(:(:
it's because of u all,
i don't mind going thru all this.
and also, my parcel has arrived (:
got to make up the lousy shopping in china right :)
i shall post pictures of my trip tomorrow or somthing.
i'm really tired.
it's been 24hours of no proper rest.
well,
church tomorrow and soccer on monday.
i feel more human now.
love u all
and i'm really glad to be back
and Singapore is really warm and HUMID.
alright.
tata(: