i miss kicking balls!
this week has been tough.
forcing myself to study.
like forcing.
oh dear.
It's almost half a year that we are together
i still remember,
we agree to date each other for a year
before we step into anything serious.
and we did.
and i'm proud to say that we did it.
it's not easy,
it's really not.
now that we are together for sometime,
i want to say this.
i'm really happy.
it's different, really different.
and i realise that i've kind of changed too.
things that i use to demand,
little issues that i used to argued about,
childish attitude towards many things,
i'm slowly growing out of it.
that is what made me enjoy company.
many of my frens tell me about their quarrel,
many says that quarrel and fights are what made couple stronger.
but think about it,
if the two of you quarrel almost every other day,
aren't it worse than frens.
is that what u would want for the rest of your time together.
there are many things that bum and i can't agree
with each other about.
sometimes we get upset with each other.
sometimes i wished i could just dun talk to him.
but what really make a couple is to talk things out properly
and not let any upsetting stuff hang there.
many think that by pleasing each other and forget about it will work,
but i dun believe so.
not that i'm trying to imply anything,
just that i'm glad that i realise so many things.
esp in this relationship.
i want bum to be proud of me.
as a girlfren and a christian partner.
i hope that i'll make that different.
manytimes when both of us got upset,
i always ask myself,
will i make a difference as a christian girlfren?
or there won't be any difference.
i hope u see me trying bum.
all in all,
to bum:
i want to thank u for making this relationship really special.
because u are special to me.
i love u!
CCA drive for GB today aren't that bad.
cotton candy machine is really fun.
i tried to make a super big one!
i shall not study tonight.
love u all!
oh ya~
i'm happy for tohlin.
she had a special christmas(: