how can my mother never thirst to spend time with me.
why i can't ask for simply just quality family time,
why can't my family do things together.
why am i made to learn life is so unfair
and other people doesn't have to learn it this hard.
u never know how much i didn't want to go home just now.
and my way home was a great stuggle,
if i got another choice,
i would have rather go somewhere else.
if i wasn't a christian,
i would not be able to understand that my life is precious.
and i wouldn't learn that God love me this much,
i wouldn't learn that whatever i am going thru is just temporary,
that one day all this will come to an end.
i thank God that He have save me.
if i wasn't a christian,
my life would be so lost,
i won't be able to find any meaning in it.
i would have gave up of my life.
it'll all be so meaningless.
if i wasn't a christian,
i would have killed myself when i felt so helpless.
if i wasn't a christian,
i wouldn't be able to learn so many things,
things that mummy dun teach me,
things that nobody will bother to teach me.
and i'll be like my mum.
so whoever that thinks that me being a christian is a foolish decision,
esp my mummy or whosoever.
think again.
atleast God is always there for me.
and He taught me great things that nobody teaches me.
U all should be happy that i am saved.
or atleast be glad that i found such a wonderful faith.
just when i thouht life was meaningless,
God reminded me again.
that He is always there to hear me out,
and love me truely.