TWINKLEtwinkleLITTLEstar.
me and sha
manage to anywayhow
bow these two song just now.
(:(:(:
goodjob.
for only attending three lesson.
goodjob again to the both of us.
today evening was great.
violin does makes me happy.
but i still had long journey home.
drivedrivedrive!!!
if not vespa.
if only.
lets see
2nd day of the week.
still mugging hard.
and getting angry.
watch ms universe.
the secret to be beautiful is to be happy.
how am i suppose to achieve it mann.
yesterday.
dumbass did something that live up to his name again.
so damn pissing.
wth la.
where's ur self respect.
what worse.
she and i share the same Bigdaddy.
i'm sure HE is upset.
and me.
flare up and started
letting my tongue controlling me.
so shitty.
yes i know.
so much of a loving sister.
i know HE is upset with me too.
i know and i am sorry okay~
sorry twice.
cause when i came home just now.
i got angry again.
just the sight of the she.
my oh my.
so couldn't bear with it.
knock on their door.
and talk to them.
she gave me that - look.
whats wrong with her.
if u got family prob too.
just deal with it.
dun pity urself and start to blame it on everyone around u.
nobody is suppose to pity u.
and nobody owe u to show care and concern.
so please.
atleast.
repect urself
and respect my house.
*angry~
was kinda harsh with my speech.
when i was talking to mummy.
'sometimes i dread coming home
because of her.
who is she to come over every single day
and make me unhappy.
i dun welcome her yet.
and it will take a long time for me to like her.
if she is going to be here everyday.
then i wont come back early.'
yesyes.
i know.
CHILDISH.
that is what happen when yvonne gets angry.
okayokay.
enough of that shit.
talking about mugging hard.
got angry with myself for spending so much time on
a question and not be able to slove it.
oh my~
'MM school is very easy,
i can sleep for the whole sem and study for 4 days
and get distinction'
whakao.
make me feel damm stupid.
but yet again.
i am anyway.
but still.
will study hard.
(:(:(:
lecture.sara show us some uni overseas that we can go to.
one in liverpool.
another two in aust.
if only mummy is rich enough to send me there.
and yet again.
my grades allows me to.
average A/Bs.
yes.
dreaming of it.
and dream on yvonne.
tomorrow will be my soccer trial.
can't wait.
but yet.
right after the trial
math paper.
sian ar~
so many stuff on hand.
presentation..
reports..
test..
not that i dun have time.
just lost the momentum to do it.
lost what i use to have in sec school.
i miss sec school.
so those who're still in sec school.
enjoy it if u dun intend to go jc.
cos it'll really end there.
poly is sucky.
alright.
thats all folks.
tata