i got a sat free once more.
went out with jo and chel to sentosa.
wanted to get a tan.
but then~
sickening weather.
:(
makes me look more unhealthy instead.
didn't spend much time there.
but we did enjoy ourself pretty much.
esp started with hockien mee(:
and ended with longjohnsilver.
:) :) :)
got news that my dearest popo went into the hospital.
went there after ljs.
was quite worried.
he had a bad fall.
went to the hospital.
kept nagging him.
thankfully, he is looking healthy.
still praying hard for him everynight.
stayed in the hospital till late.
then headed home.
was super tired.
manage to finish up some admin stuff for my girls.
then headed to bed.
my day wasn't good today.
not only did i woke up late.
i got no mood to dress up.
i couldn't get a damm cab fr like 15mins.
its so freaking irritating to stand there and wait for cab.
and those irritating cab snatcher went further front to wait,
and give u weird stare when they got on the cab.
sickeingsickeningsickening.
sermon was about reading my bible.
not once in a very blue moon.
but every now and then.
thats how HE communicate with us.
yes i know.
i shud commit myself to do my quiet time in the morning
instead of night,
before i sleep.
cos i usually wake up forgetting what i read the previous night.
yesyes.
i will.
soon i guess.
hehe.
today was rather moody.
too tired thinking of too many things.
worried for my uncle.
small things irritates me.
atleast natellaBANANAcrepe made my day alil.
bought two pairs at mondo.
so not that bad.
alil happier i guess.
talking about thinking too much again
i was thinking of this question
'what is friends to me?'
of rather.
'do i have true goodfriends?'
i think the older i get.
the more i cannot give myself this answer.
esp when people gets busy with thier own life.
they got no time to even ask u about ur day.
and most of the time.
we only ended up talking very surface stuff.
fashion, movie or gossiping.
i dunno if this only happens to me,
or it happens to most of the people.
today as i was walking to meet mycousin.
i was thinking.
would i rather to not have friends at all and be alone helping in somewhere far away.
or having lot'sa friends and worring about them?
sometimes i think to myself.
maybe i'm okay to not have friends.
shopping alone can be fun.
tanning alone by the beach with a book can be fun also.
but i guess that only applies to 'sometimes'
but i know i wont be lonely without friends.
i got my bigguy around me.
walking with me.
knowing what i am up to now and then.
understanding my thoughts.
and i know i have my family around.
mummy.
my cousins and all.
okayokay.
maybe i'm thinking too much again.
or maybe,
i just need a good holiday away from this small island.
cambodia doesn't seemed to be able to work out.
maybe cruise?
maybe~
work the whole week again.
enjoy the last few hours before the boring monday begins.
tata(:
i miss u babe