In the name of love (: :)

backfromchalet!

yes.
once again.
one more chalet.

BUT this time
i didn't go wildwildwet.
went to escape instead.

alright.
friday.
woke up early.
went to meet ian for D.theory registration.
then went to sha's place.
the guys got to do their project.
i went to give them a suprise!
i failed.
but nvm.
but i guess there's always a next time.
yesyesyes!
thereafter.
went down to get cassie
and raecious's present.
headed towards doby ghuat.
brought cassie to pepper lunch.
yummy (:
took some pictures.
then headed towards pasir ris.

so first day of my chalet.
nothing much.
play with raecious.
chill with cassie.
slack.
eat.
chat.
sleep.
oh yar.
while chilling outside mac.
saw this group of girls in dress.
their grad dinner i suppose.
they looked like they had a great time.
makes me soo jealous.
my stupid school.
dun even have a good party for us.
sad isn't it.
pathetic school.

2nd day.
woke up late.
went for br-unch.
wait for mummy they all to come.
then accompany mummy for her haircut.
had a great time commenting about each other.
and laughing like crazy when a lizard appear
and nobody dares to sweep it out of shop.
hahahha!
everybody was crazily clinging on the the chairs.
what a scene!

then went back for bbq.
was raining quite badly.
but in the end.
still manage to enjoy the bbq.
same old thing.
cake smashing.
but this time.
its superb mango cake.
didn't manage to eat much of it.
mann.
so wasted.
this time.
i got attacked by the whole of cassie's fam.
can u imagine that.
aiyoh~
except for the dad.
i got smash quite badly.

i had a great time.
as usual!

later at night.
went to mac to chill again.
i love girls' talk.
(:
esp with my cousins.
hottest topic.
guys!
hahahahha!
esp bitching about them.
yesyesyes
:P

today.
went to escape.
although we only manage to get on a few ride.
but we did have a great time.
think of it.
its been a long time since we all go
and have fun together like this.
esp my lil brat!
he don like hagning out with us.
guess what.
he did stay.
and went with us.
:)
honestly.
i really love spending time with my family.
esp with my mom and lil brat.
how often do i get that.
once a decade.
then went back to the chalet.
pack our stuff.
then guoan came to fetch us back.
so TADAN~
i'm home!

suppose to stay over tonight.
but bert can't make it.
so.
cancelled.

i guess.
home is always a better place.

got to know alot of things during the chalet.
sad news.
makes me wonder why this all is happening.
esp between us.
i always think that
" nvm if my frens backstab me or do something
nasty to me. i always got my family there."
am i still suppose to think that way.

please.
learn to love urself.
u got a mom that everyone die to wan.
a dad who i bet my bro wan.
a loving family.
can u please dun beso pathetic.
please~
i am speechless.
dunno what i am suppose to tell u
that u will realise.
all this while.
u are really not being a good girl.
somebody who will love urself.
somebody who try to please ur parents.
or atleast make them be proud of u.
yes.
i shudn't compare.
u with others.
cos everyone is special in there own ways.
but still please.
take this as a lesson learn.

its really disappointing and disheartening to know that.
and until now.
my mind know that it is happening.
my my heart just cannot accept it.
how can this happen.
among us.

i dunno what to say more~
tell me how i can help u.

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THE BIRTHDAY GIRLS!!!