learn about salvation today.
i am suppose to be free from my past.
not to think too much about it.
the old is gone. then new has come.
yvonne will not be that bitch she used to be.
a girl who dun love herself much.
a girl who always disappoint God.
i shall be a girl.
free from my past.
free from the bondage.
yesyesyes(noddingHERhead*)
went to vivo city yesterday.
magnificant piece of engineering work!
anything u wan. they have it there!
i just realise something.
ever since that visit to carl's junior at suntec.
it made me sick to think of carl's junior.
or.. maybe its just me.
i know this is a really sickening sentence.
but.
i think i'm getting FAT!
i mention getting.
just now as i was having my afternoon nap.
mummy open the door and wake me up.
she: he just came.
me: huh?! wad. u kidding me? or am i dreaming.
she: he wants me to pass u this.
i look into the paper bag.
my first reaction: why is he buying me stuff again.
then when i look carefully.
its a piglet he snatch from me.
and a book i made him.
and 4 pagefull of letter.
he want me to go thru the things we once precious.
and wan me to make a decision.
tell him when i see him on monday.
he haven give it up yet.
and yet.
i really want to treat u as my fren.
i know the breakup is a kinda fast decision made by me.
didn't give u time to mend ur mistake,
but i've been thinking.
maybe we're really not meant for each other.
our lifestyle.
our beliefs.
Or maybe,
its me being selfish.
i can't look back.
i wan to change.
to myself, somebody i long to be.
free from what i did wrong.
please. let me go.
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it'll be more fun for the upcoming days.
jo's chalet.
i'll be going to give her a surprise later.
shh..
i pray hard that she will not read my blog.
atleast for the next few hours.
please God.
i guess.
in the vgirls.
she the one i dear most.
my baby.
the rest.
i shalln't comment.
all broken promises.
shitty excuses.
busy with their own life.
wadever~
maybe i'm asking too much of them.
meeting once every two month.
too much.
so mummy declared that there'll be no expensive travel this dec.
disappointing.
i tot can convince her to bring me to aust or something.
nvm. there's always a next time.
so thailand it shall be.
anyway. its spending time together that matter=)
today is tiring.
school from 8-3.
went home got a half an hour nap.
then went to my aunt's place for dinner.
then cell from till 8plus.
reach home at 9.
so now here i am blogging.
21:28.
but i'm leaving home soon.
meeting the girls at 21:45
but i'm sure i'll be late again.
hehe~
oh yar.
my fren.
promise me to bring me out to check out vespar.
i'm excited.
can u imagine.
his vespar is on national tv=)
anyway. i got a scolding from mum for asking for a bike license.
=(
a big nono in my family.
no bike!
okok.. shall get going.
if not will be super late!
u are my sunshine.
my only sunshine.
u make me happy when skies are grey.
i'm glad that u did understand.
u are special~