lately,
i've been working..
shopping..
wasting money..
practising cheerlead.
thinking of new routine.
worrying about zephers.
got angry of my friends.
i've stop working.
new some rest.
but will still accompany him to work.
shopping..
i've been controled.
hahah.
went to topshop and pick up 3 pieces i wanted.
then he was like: 1.2.3.. chose one.
gosh!
but when he wasn't around..
hahahah!!
i bought lot'sa Ts. =))
oops..
bought a total of 8 T-s this month.
haha..
wad happen to me.
i dun used to like Ts.
Now my things to buy list is :
The Nike the Green-white sports shoe
the puma purple-green watch.
a nice brickenstock sandle.
a havanas sandle.
the FCUK pouch.
and more Ts.
went for a class gathering few days before.
made me realise that my group of v.girls
is really not worth anything.
except for jo and a few others.
their boyfriend is really like their life.
i used to think that also..
but i dun really believes that they'll be with u for ur lifetime.
so please wake up and learn wads the real world like.
AND STOP sticking to him like we are like ur tires.
b'cos true friends won't make me feel this way.
true friends are like when i need her to be there,
she will.
not like those who gives excuses
when u ask them out and piss u off.
not like those who will be so selfish that they will only consider about themselves
when they make decisions.
out of my 13325445415 frens i made in sec school.
the only few i've found true and real is just that few.
why did God put me in this kindof situation.
i really hate them all..
jo: v0n, u shud learn to forgive and dun always try to overtake things around.
V0n: jo, i'm sorry for being that dominant but if i dun.. that GIRL will take things around her for granted that we will go her way. i cannot compromise this selfish old ways of hers.
i hate people who are selfish!!
i really hate them.
b'cos they won't wan to consider otherss around them and hurt them!
wadever~
i'm quite messed up lately.
haven been meeting maine for like 3243214 hrs.
she might be busy,
but she might also be that last true friend of mine,
and might forget about me someday.
i've learnt something.
people aren't true!
even some GB girls that i tot they are real yet they are not,
now i wan to anounce something:
i REALLY HATE SELFISH AND LIARS.
dun try to do that b'cos i can feel it.
some tell me that they can commit.
some really mean it.
b'cos they just wants to make their rest of their life easy.
i know who's real..
i really wants to set up a good team and routine so that
we are up to standard for comptition.
but no matter how hard i try and how much effort i put in,
i just can't get it right.
if u all rally can't commit please for God sake,
just tell me.
i dun wan to waste time on u!
thanks~
i've been planning routines, dance steps and think of stunts on my way to work.
i know those who are serious are also doing that too.
i got no time to keep my mind empty,
maybe i shud really just give up a few commitments. =)
yup..
Sorry Father for neglecting u this few days =((