gosh..
wad have i done..
i haven had enough fun yet..
yesterday went to marina south..
with the guys..
ray and ben went too..
do the same old thing..
eat..
play pool..
go home..
haha..
anyway..
yesterday was the day i made up my mind..
not to be foolish anymore..
yang told me alot of things..
shud have tell me earlier..
at least that way..
i won't waste me time being stupid..
i read jes blog
she's right..
Love is never in our control..
we can't wan things the way we it to be..
he
i've realize that it's time to stop
hoping and waiting for something to change
or for happiness, safety and security
to come galloping over the next horizon.
i've finally come to terms with the fact that
he is not Prince Charming and
i'm never Cinderella and that in the real world
there aren't always fairy tale ending or "happily ever after"
without me beginning it right..
I started it wrongly..
i disobey 'Him"
i shud have..
he wasn't a strong christian..
i knew it..
but i still choose to be wif him..
consequences are enough for me to bear now..
like wad ms sherine said:
He did tell me..
there's hole infront..
but i still step into it..
i choose to..
He did all he can..
He gave us a choice..
all He can do is to be there with a first aid kit..
heal me..
so sorry to have disappointed U..
got to do my homework already...
lot'sa it to complete..
sickening..
alright..