had a heart to heart talk with him..
he told me he is still young and wan to play..
then i ask if he wanted to end this relationship then..
he doesn't wan to..
he said he really dun wan to..
i also dun wan to..
but is he serious about me..
today is our one year annivesary..
one year.. not a long time..
he is still the same..
ask me to decide where to go and stuff..
maybe thats him..
either i willl like it or hate it..
i give him the failed handphone poutch that i made for him..
i jus ask him to put his sun glass inside then..
but was happy when i see him smiled at me when i passed it to him..
later we'll be going out..
hope'll be fun..
youth camp coming soon...
one more week..
very excited about it..
hope it'll be fruiteful..
but my partner change again..
suppose to be lizhi..
then i was very happy..
but dunno why turn up to be leonard..
its not that i dun like him..
its jus that..
not very comfortable..
haiz..
can don change anot..
but she so persistant..
sian..
now like the mood for the camp go down half le..
but thats not the point..
but i need to be comfortable wad..
haiz..
all are excuses..
sickening excuses..
haiz..
dear like dun wan to help me take care of melve..
jus plain laziness..
this kind of boifren..
haiz..
enough of sighing..
shud be happy wad..
yup..
thank God that i can see nic growing in his spiritual life again..
he ask me to send him bible verse everyday..
hehe..
okk..
hope he'll really read it..
kk.. looking forward to later's outing. haha..