it was very bad.. but i manage to get into the top twenty in the whole level.. my t'cher ask those who pass to be sitted apart from those who cannot make it.. only less than 10 out of the 37 in my class can make it into sec five jus by looking at our prelim's result.. so sad mann.. haiz.. can't imagine the one that u are closes wif are not going to go wif u to sec five .. or maybe i can't even make it.. esp for dear.. hope that what mrs tang told us today wakes him up.. haiz.. or maybe he don even care.. hopes that he can be more sensible..
yesterday i didn't really study much.. got quite angry over dear.. he ar.. n' coming le still can play and go out.. at first i didn't know that he actually needs to go and get something then got tuition at night.. and beofre histuition he actually had to gofor his bb meeting.. when he told me he wanted to cancel the study time that we had already plann.. i wad pissed off and show him e bad attutide.. and when i was walking home.. i kept tellingmyself.. no point getting angry.. he won't even care.. but.. he message me and say that he was sorry about it.. haha.. actually he was not that bad after all .. hehe.. he told me not to worry and said that he will study on his own when he reach home (hope he had).. hehe.. i'm really scared that i might not be able to see him next year.. Got to PrAy HaRd..
today is my bro's birthday.. i forget about.. (how bad am i).. i tot it was tomorrow.. haiz.. so blur.. although i 'hated' him somtimes.. but i still 'miss' him for not being at home.. when i saw him jus now.. he was nice.. maybe he 'miss' me to0.. hehe.. gOt to geT hiM a PreSent tomorrow..
this month alot of people's birthday.. which would cost me a bomb.. b'cos they are people dearest to me.. my mom.. my aunt and my bro.. and not forgetting my another bro.. not e real one.. but sort of.. haiz.. dunno how am i going to get so much money.. i've been cracking my head on how shud i celebrate my mom and aunt's birthday.. dunno wad to get for them to0.. mom says she wanted a handphone.. but i'm still short of money.. to get her one.. maybe when i grow up..
today went for badminton game with ah siao and xue again.. very fun.. play wif some pri school boys then ask dear and his gang came and join us.. he went for his training again..
was quite happy that he helps me to bring more rackets here.. guess he actually doesn't wan but he did it in the end..
haiz..
got to go study le..
still got lots to catch up on my studies..
jiA yOu..
yEa~
G0d 0nly help thOse wHo botHer t0 helPs tHemseLvEs..